fatherâand she began to cry.â
âWhat did your father say?â
âHe didnât say anything for a bit, except âNow, Mary!â and things like that; but when sheâd stopped crying, he said, âWhy donât you ask Jenny point-blank?â And Mother said, âOh, I couldnât!â And when he said, âWhy on earth not?â she said, âWhatâs the use? Sheâd only look sweet and tell me all over again that Anne was abroad and enjoying herself so much. And I couldnât bear it. No, Cyril, I really couldnât.ââ
âAnd then?â said John.
âThen Father said, âWeâve nothing to go onânothing at all.â And Mother began to cry dreadfully, and she saidââ Delia stopped and put her hand to her mouth.
âGo on.â
âI canât.â
âWhy canât you?â
She stared at him almost accusingly. There was black misery in her eyes.
âI canât.â
John came up close and put his hand on her arm. âDelia, youâve got to tell me. Iâve got to knowâIâve got to find her.â
âShe saidâshe was crying all the timeâshe said, âOh, Cyril, why did Sir Anthony tell you never to say her name again?ââ Delia choked, pulled her arm away, and spoke harshly: âThatâs what she said. What did she mean by it? Why wouldnât Sir Anthony let Father speak about Anne?â
âWhat did your father say?â
âHe said, âMy dear, I donât know.â Thatâs what they all say, till Iâm sick of hearing it. Somebody ought to know.â
John nodded.
âIâm going to. Did they say any more?â
âNo. Mother cried a lot.â
There was a pause. The spring sunshine made everything about them look very bright and clear; the church tower stood up black against a turquoise sky. John tried to sort out the very little he had learned from the vague, misty confusion of what he could only guess at.
âDelia,â he said, âyou say Jenny and Anne went to London, and Jenny came back alone. Something must have been said about Anne not coming back.â
âThey said sheâd missed her train. I saw Jenny, because Iâd gone up to the Hall to change a bookâAnne used to lend me books. And when I asked where Anne was, Jenny said, âOh, she missed the train. Sheâll be down to-morrow.â But she wasnâtâshe never came at all.â
âWhat did they say then?â
âThey said she was illâthey went on saying she was ill. And then they said sheâd gone abroad to get strong. But I donât believe a word of it.â
âShe might have been ill.â John looked down meditatively at the topmost bar of the gate. A rough splinter stood up on it. He pulled it off carefully, and then broke it into little bits and dropped them one by one upon a clump of primroses at his feet.
âShe wasnât. She wasnât illâIâm sure she wasnâtâI know when Jennyâs telling lies.â She gave her jerky laugh. âJenny doesnât take me in a bit. When her voice goes sweet and she looks down under her eyelashes, I know sheâs telling lies every time.â She paused. âIâll tell you something thoughâSir Anthony really did think she was illâ at first.â She laid a heavy emphasis on the words.
âHow do you know that?â
âI met him just before the wedding, and he talked about it a lot; and he kept on saying how upset jenny was about Anne not being bridesmaid, and what an awkward time it was for Anne to be ill, but he hoped sheâd be better soon, and then I must come and see her. I asked him if heâd seen her, and how she was. And he said, Noâhe couldnât get about muchâit was all he could do to manage the weddingâand Anne wasnât allowed to see anyone; but Jenny or Mrs.