homing beacon among the dozens of Greyhounds jerseys in the crowd.
I slink down on my bench and tuck my hands under my butt, waiting for something, anything, to happen.
Music pumps over the loudspeakers as a line of blond, anorexic cheerleaders run onto the field and take formation. Amid the sea of other Barbies, I spot Catherine and breathe an exaggerated sigh. Squad leader. I almost forgot.
âSo I heard you and Catherine arenât exactly besties,â Sam says, nudging my shoulder.
Noise blasts at me from every corner. The thump, thump, thump of feet hitting the bleachers, the hoots and hollers, the catcalling and cheers. I use the distraction to think about a response. Itâs not like Iâve got anything against Catherine, exactly. Itâs just past experience dictates I donât blend in so well with those popular, perfect, too-good-to-be-true girls.
âSheâs actually really nice,â Sam says when I donât respond. âUnless you get on her bad side or hurt one of her friends.â
I donât have proof, but I suspect Catherineâs behind the rumors about meâapparently Iâve already got a rap sheet a mile long. My phone number is spray painted on every bathroom stall between Seattle and Medinaâhow originalâand my affection for motorcycles somehow translates into a heroin addiction. In one creative spin on the truth, I sacrifice kittens and hold séances. Shit, if I was a boy, Iâd be considered mysterious.
Iâm certain the rumors are worse because Henry doesnât treat me like I have the plague, not to mention me publicly humiliating John. Their group is closeâso close Iâm shocked theyâre not stitched together. Piss one off and the rest follow? Thatâs usually how it works.
The cheerleaders jog off the field to make way for the players. Maybe I donât get football, but my pulse sure as hell spikes when I see Henry in uniform. He looks up into the bleachers and Iâm positive he sees me, feels me, too.
I try to look away. Itâs like my eyes are imprisoned, glued to his well-cut, impressive build, the way his pants cling to his hips and thighs. How his jersey accents the muscles on his arms. Funny that I never noticed his biceps before. I shake the fantasy of those strong arms wrapped around my waist and blow out a long, calming breath.
âThatâs the other mistake you donât want to make,â Sam says, her tone a mixture of amusement and warning. âCatherine can be a bit possessive about her boyfriend.â
âIâm not after Henry,â I say, a little too quickly.
She shoots me a look of disbelief and stuffs a handful of popcorn into her mouth. Her voice muffled, she says, âEveryone is after Henry.â
On the field, Henry bends over, waiting . . . for something to happen. Of course Iâm staring at his ass. The play starts. Henry catches the ball with strong, capable hands. Extends his torso, arches his back, and throws downfield. The ballsoars in slow motion. Ten, fifteen, twenty yards, Iâm sure. The crowd erupts.
Sam stands to watch the catch and slumps when the one of the players is tackled near the goal line. âIâm not kidding, though.â She turns to me, serious. âCatherine is the most popular girl in school. She rules this placeâbut not in a power trip kind of way. These guys have all known one another since elementary.â
I cringe as Henry is tackled, wait until he stands and shakes it off. âI can hold my own.â
âThis isnât Hogwarts. The good donât always triumph.â
Samâs warnings are starting to tweak my nerves. Compared to the raucous, obnoxious vibe of my old school, Medina Academy is about as subdued as a morgue. I survived. âWho says Iâm one of the good?â I say with a mischievous grin.
I study the football field. Henry gathers his team in for a huddle. My eyes are trained