said, âYes, I see. Youâre right, of course. Thereâs nothing else for us to do.â
She thought for an instant that he was going to take her in his arms again; she wanted him to do so with every vein in her body.
He didnât. He put his hand rather gently under her arm. They turned together and started along the sandy stretch toward the path through the rocks.
Dinner would be waiting. It was very nearly dark.
The sand seemed heavy and cold and clung to her pumps. The water was darker and a little menacing with sudden night. The rocks loomed up white and barren ahead of them. They could not from there see the lights of the house.
When they reached the path through the rocks Richardâs hand tightened under her arm. He swung her around toward him.
âIâm going to divorce Alice.â
CHAPTER 4
âRICHARD!â THE LAST LIGHT of the evening was clear upon his face, and she could read nothing in it. He did not speak, he only stood there before her, holding the little black dog in the crook of his arm.
âYou canât divorce Alice!â she said unevenly.
âWhy not?â So many reasons, all of them tragically valid. She cried, âRichard, itâs impossible!â
âNothing is impossible. I love you. Iâve known it for some time. Iâm not going to talk like a boy about it. We both know what it means. Until tonight I was not willing or resigned to losing you, but I had yielded to the situation. Accepted it. But now, if you meant what you saidâif that is really why you felt you must leave â¦â
âThat is why, Richard.â
âWell, then. Things are different. Iâm going to divorce Alice.â
How easy it would be to say yes! Only a breath, only an instant and the thing was settled. She didnât dare look into the vista one word, one gesture would open before her.
He said, âListen, Myra. You know about Alice. You know the whole story.â
Her heart was pounding in her throat. All at once the question of his belief in Aliceâs guilt or innocence was terribly important. If he believed her guilty then there was in a quite definite sense a measure of justification for their love, hers and Richardâs. If he believed Alice an innocent and tragically wronged woman, that was different; everything was different. She said, âWe read the papers you sent. We may have missed someâthe mails were lost occasionally during that time. But I suppose I know what everybody else knows.â
He waited a moment, his eyes still seeming to search her own. Then he turned to look out again toward the darkening water. âThe main facts were in the papers. I was glad, really, that Aunt Cornelia couldnât come until it was all over. Weâve never talked of it. She never asked me and I didnât want to talk of it. In a way Iâve always rather felt it was my fault.â
âOh, no, Richard!â
âI meanâwell, I was away. Alice was alone. If Iâd been there it might not have happened. It was the servantsâ night out, too; there were only Barton and his wife and a maid, Francine, in the house. Theyâd all gone to a movie.â
His profile was clear and white against the gathering night. He shifted the dog a little, and said, âI got home about midnight and the police were already there. Jack Mandersâ body was in the library, just before the fireplace. Theyâd covered it with a rug but hadnât taken it away yet. Alice had told them the story of what happened; she was in the dining room, sitting at the table, and somebody had fixed coffee for everybody. She was quite cool and collected and never deviated in any detail from what she told them then. I remember she had on a white dress, a thin, long white dress and there were small streaks of blood, down the front of it. Where sheâd knelt beside Jack. To see if she could help him, she said, after sheâd heard the