get a way back,â Nora insisted. âIâd just like to spend this special night with you, talk over some of the things we never did get settled. Canât you give me that much?â
Could he give her that much?
No.
âThatâs awful harsh of youâ was her response.
No.
She didnât stop. âI never did you any harm.â
No.
âI treated you like a man deserved to be treated.â
No.
âI gave you my heart and my soul and now you dare to devalue that, tell me it doesnât equal a few hours of your time in return?â
Next thing he knew, they were headed to his home. He drove his Range Rover in silence. She looked out the window at the central New Jersey landscape in awe.
âI must say I didnât get the full impression of how beautiful New Jersey is from that area around your restaurant. Your place is it on that strip. But, thisâ¦this is all absolutely beautiful.â
They were traveling down Ocean Avenue, the homes of IT wizards, stock-market geeks and other white-collar benefactors whirring by as Desmond drove.
âThese houses are showy,â Desmond offered.
âWhat about your place?â Nora asked.
Desmond smiled for the first time since heâd been alone in her presence. âShowy.â
âSo your place is all that?â she asked.
âAnd some,â he said. He was disappointed and relieved that his parents didnât have the time to check it out on this trip.
âI would have loved to help you decorate.â
He let the comment drift to that place where uncomfortable thoughts went. Let it settle beside all the other things sheâd said to him tonight that he had no reply for.
âSo, have you met anyone since youâve been here?â Nora asked.
âIâve met a lot of folks.â
âWomen?â Nora asked.
âMen and children, too.â
âYou know what I mean, Des.â
He looked to her, one of the few times he gave her the benefit of his gaze. âNo, I havenât.â
She seemed pleased, eased her taut body back in her seat. Turned and looked out the window again at the passing castles. About a mile farther in their travel, she turned to him again. âYouâre not going to ask me if Iâve met anyone since ourâ¦?â She couldnât finish it, hoping it wasnât finished.
He shook his head. She felt her eyes tearing, breaking the promise sheâd made them commit to. No crying. She touched his hand on the steering wheel. âWhat could I do better, Des? What is it about me that I could improve?â
Desmond didnât take long to answer. âNothing, Nora. Youâre as close to perfect as they come.â
âThat meansââ
âThat means you need to move on with your life and find someone who can appreciate all that you are,â he said, cutting her off.
âI still think you can be that someone,â she replied, defiant.
He smiled, not really a smile, though. âOkay, I found your one flaw.â
âAnd it is?â she asked, her shoulders bunched in tight, posture pulling her forward in anticipation.
âYouâre naive.â
Naive. Wasnât what sheâd expected. She sat back and remained quiet the rest of the ride.
âWhat town is this?â she asked some time later when they pulled into his driveway.
âDeal,â he told her.
They entered through the front. Nora lingered in Desmondâs living room, amazed by the rustic wood beams and wrought-iron chandeliers about the ceiling. She was ready to get on her hands and knees and run her fingers over the glistening hardwood floors. She couldnât help imagining a wonderful night of lovemaking by the warmth of his rugged stone fireplace. She couldnât believe he had the taste and ability to set the room off so wonderfully with the light purple chenille sofa and the gooseneck accent chair.
âThatâs a Sam Moore,â Desmond