apologizing for his preferences.
“When the entire world is at your fingertips, you can be more frivolous with
your whims. Some people might like a fancy coffee maker in their kitchen,
knowing they can have their favorite coffee drink whenever the mood strikes them.
They’re addicted to coffee. They need it every day. The machine is there for
their convenience.”
“You’re comparing me to a coffee maker?”
“I’m just saying , we all have our
vices. Mine just happens to be beautiful, submissive women. If I can afford to have
one exclusively on stand-by for me, then I certainly won’t deny myself that
luxury.”
“So I’m a luxury?”
“You are absolutely a luxury.”
“And what exactly will I be consenting to?” I bring the
paper closer, inspecting it and reading from the top.
“Read, Bellamy.”
I, _______________,
declare under penalty of perjury that I am above the age of eighteen.
I, ________________,
declare that I am participating in this sexual relationship of my own free will
and that I have not been coerced, threatened, manipulated, or harmed into doing
so.
Both parties agree that
this agreement is to be private and not disclosed to third parties for any
reason. Doing so shall result in legal punishment including sexual misconduct
and invasion of privacy.
My initials next to the
listed items below indicate that I am consenting to those acts:
___ Fondling and kissing intended to cause sexual arousal
___ Oral sex (giving and
receiving)
___ Sexual intercourse
with a condom
___ Spanking
___ Paddling
___ Sensory deprivation
(blindfolds, etc )
___ Ball gags
___ Rope arrangements
___ Cuffs, ties,
shackles, and other forms of bondage
___ Nipple clamps
___ Biting
___ Vibrators and forced
masturbation
___ Orgasm denial
___ Public play
___ Sex club
accompaniments
___ Dirty talk
___ Punishment in
various forms (physical, verbal, sexual)
I, _____________,
declare that I am drug, alcohol, and infection free, and I am consenting to
have sexual intercourse and participate in a D/s relationship with
_____________. I also agree to have a complete medical examination done at my
earliest convenience and to release the records to _____________.
It is understood that
when I say the word STOP at any time, before or after, my partner agrees to
cease all activity immediately.
Party 1________________________
Date_________
Party 2
________________________Date_________
“You’re blushing, Miss Miller.” Of course he points out the
obvious.
“Will we be doing all these things?”
“Not necessarily. Some of them I’ve grown quite bored of to
be honest. We’ll do whatever strikes my fancy when the mood hits.”
Our stares lock for a moment.
“Do these things scare you?” he asks.
“No,” I half-fib.
“Good,” he says. “You shouldn’t be scared. I would never
hurt you, Bellamy. You should know that. This relationship isn’t pleasurable
for me if it’s not, at least in some way, pleasurable to you.”
That’s a relief.
“That’s good to hear, because looking at all of these things
makes me think you just want to hurt me.” It’s the most honest thing I’ve said
in a while.
His hand shoots across the table, falling on mine. His
movements are brisk and stiff like he’s not one to easily give comfort, but his
gaze is reassuring in this moment.
“Don’t ever think that I want to hurt you. I take care of
what belongs to me. I’ll take my pleasure and give some back in return. The
power may seem to lie in my hands, Bellamy, but it’s really all yours. If you
allow me to touch you, to do these things with you, the power is yours.”
Yeah, but it doesn’t feel like it. If I’m
tied up and he’s forcing a vibrator between my thighs, who holds the power
then?
“I’ll go slow with you,” he says. “I’m not in the habit of
baptizing by fire.”
“Appreciated. Thank you.”
Dane slinks back in the chair, his brows coming together as
his elbows rest