hadnât cared enough for her to stand up for her when sheâd done something that truly enraged Keldar. Only those two had dared to brave the Firstwifeâs anger. Vris acted covertly, smuggling forbidden meals when punishment included doing without dinner. Andrean had been more open, demanding she be allowed to do something or coaxing Father to forgive her sooner. It had been at Andreanâs insistence that she was allowed to continue her reading, for as Second son, his words had carried weight. And she and Vrisa had been closer than sibs; almost like twins in spite of the difference in their ages.
Tears stung her eyes at the thought of Andreanâso gentle with her, protective; always with a smile and a joke to share. He had been with her such a short timeâheâd been killed when she was only nine. She could still remember him clearly, looming over her like a sheltering giant. Heâd been so kind and patientâso ready to teach her anything she wanted to learn. He was everyoneâs favoriteâexcept for Keldar. Truly the Goddess must have wanted him with Her, to take him so youngâbut Talia had needed him, too. Theyâd scolded her for crying at his wake, but it had been herself she had been crying for.
And poor Vris; sheâd been terrified at the prospect of Marriage to old Fletcher, and it seemed she had been right to be so fearful. The few times Talia had seen her at Gatherings, sheâd been pale and taut-looking, and as silent as one of the Ladyâs Handmaidens. All the sparkle had been snuffed out of her, and nothing was left but the ashes.
Talia shudderedâVrisâ fate could so easily have been her own. The Companionâs timely arrival seemed little less than miraculous in that light.
As she rode, she found her hands itching for something to do. Never since she could remember had there ever been a time when her hands hadnât been filled with some task. Even her reading was only allowed so long as she was occupied with some necessary job at the same time. To have empty hands seemed unnatural.
She filled her time with trying to take in as much of the changing landscape around her as she could, attempting to make some kind of mental map. Small villages appeared with greater frequency the farther she went toward the capital. The apparent lack of concern people showed over her appearance had her baffled. One could almost suppose that the sight of a strange adolescent riding a Heraldâs Companion was relatively commonplace. The only answer seemed to be as the Guard had hinted, that this sort of thing happened all the time. But why hadnât her tales made any mention of this? Companions were clearly of a high order of intelligence; look at the way heâd been caring for both of them all along this journey. Her first thought, that heâd run away like a common farmbeast, was obviously incorrect. At this point there wasnât much doubt in her mind as to which of the two of them was truly in charge. The tales were all true, thenâCompanions were creatures of an intellect at the least equaling that of their Heralds. She weighed the little she knew of Companions against her experiences of the past three days. It wasnât enough to help her. The Holderkin held themselves aloof from the Heralds, forbidding the littles to speak of them, and dealing with them only when they must. Only the Elders had any contact with them. And the little illicit gossip sheâd heard had concerned only the Heralds and their rumored licentiousness, not the Companions.
But if you had to draw conclusionsâRolan must have chosen to have her accompany him, for there was no question that he could have returned to the Collegium perfectly well on his own. And if that were the caseâcould he have purposefully selected her for some reason? Perhaps even arrived at the Holding with the express intention of acquiring her and escorting her off to the capital? That