forgotten. Sheâd just learned to hide her feelings.
âWhat does he want from us, then?â Rachelâs eyes went dark with misery, hurting Leahâs heart. âWhy did he come to you?â
âHe wants to see you and the rest of your family. He asked me to tell you. Heâs coming to the schoolhouse tomorrow to hear your answer.â
Her friendâs eyes widened. âBut I canât tell him anything, not so soon. Not until I talk to Mamm and Daadi about it. And how will I do that?â
âI know itâs hard.â She thanked the Lord that sheâd never had to face that particular burden with her parents. âBut you should tell them right away, before they hear about him being here from someone else.â
âBut if no one knows but youââ
âDaniel Glick saw him at the school,â she said quickly, before Rachel could imagine this secret would keep. âHe hasnât said anything, but anyone could see John, could start talking about his coming back. You know how fast that news would spread.â
âYouâre right. I canât be a coward about it. Iâll talk to them tonight.â She shook her head, worry darkening her eyes. âI donât know what to say. I donât want to hurt them.â
Leah squeezed her in a quick hug. âThey havenât forgotten about him. Maybe theyâll be relieved to know what heâs doing. Anyway, it must be done.â
âOh, I know that. Itâs just so hard. I want to protect them from hurt. Youâd feel the same, wouldnât you?â
Leah glanced at her mother. Mamm sat in a lawn chair, watching the children play. She was smiling, but her face seemed thin and tired.
âJa, of course I would. I do. Itâs strange. All these years weâve relied on our parents, and now we need to care for them. It seems weâre changing places, doesnât it?â
Rachel nodded in quick understanding. âHow is your mamm?â
âShe says sheâs doing fine, but fighting the cancer has taken a lot out of her. She and my father have decided to move to the grossdaadi haus.â
Rachelâs face expressed all that she might be reluctant to say. âSo your brother and his family will be moving into the house. What about you and Anna?â
âThatâs what Anna wants to know.â It was a relief to pour it out to someone who would understand and keep it to herself. âLevi and Barbara say that nothing will change, that we should keep our own rooms, but sheâs expecting again, andââ
âAnd itâs only a matter of time until she wants those rooms for her family.â Rachel shook her head. âEven if she didnât, you know how hard it will be to live in another womanâs house.â Now it was Rachelâs turn to give a comforting hug. âWhat will you do?â
âNothing for a bit. I havenât had time to think it through. I knew it would come sometime, but I didnât think it would be so soon.â
Rachel nodded, eyes clouding. âI know. Itâs odd, isnât it? One day life seems settled and routine, and the next itâs turned upside down, as if a storm came and tipped us all on our heads.â
âJa.â That was surely how sheâd felt lately. She took a breath. âWell, we can get through it. Somehow.â
Rachel shot her a sidelong glance. âI saw you talking to Daniel. It looked as if you were finding a lot to say to each other.â
âDonât matchmake,â Leah warned. Was everyone in the community trying to team her up with Daniel?
âWell, donât you dismiss the idea too quickly.â Her expression was serious. âI know itâs early to be thinking this, but wouldnât it be betterto be living in your own house with a family to love, rather than feel like a boarder in your sister-in-lawâs house?â
âI donât plan to