marry.â And even if she did, it wouldnât be to Daniel Glick. She valued her independence too much for that. âNever mind about Daniel. What shall I tell John?â
âSay I love him. Say he must give me more time. Thatâs all I can tell him now.â
John wouldnât like that, any more than sheâd like telling him, but there was nothing she could do about it.
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Daniel found his gaze straying to Leah Beiler, even while he talked with her father about the best place to buy a buggy horse. Teacher Leah was an interesting mixture of gentleness and spirit. He just hoped that spirit wasnât leading her toward trouble.
Did her father know about the return of his daughterâs onetime sweetheart? The older manâs face was placid as he puffed on his pipe, but he suspected Elias Beiler wasnât one to show his feelings easily.
âYour young ones settling down in school all right?â Elias nodded toward Matthew, who was helping Elizabeth knock a croquet ball through a wicket.
âThey seem to be doing fine. Teacher Leah has made them feel right at home already.â
A faint smile creased Eliasâs weathered face. âOur Leah is a gut teacher, she is. Not that I wouldnât rather see her married and with young ones of her own, but we must take what the Lord sends.â
Daniel nodded. At the moment, Leah was in close conversation with Rachel, probably about the return of John Kile. Sooner, rather than later, it would be public knowledge, but despite his concerns, he was just as glad the spreading of it hadnât come from him.
âWill you be missing lots of kin back there in Lancaster County, Daniel?â
Elias only meant to express kindly interest, but even so, Daniel felt himself stiffen. Talking about his life there would lead inevitably to thereasons heâd left, and he wasnât ready to discuss that with strangers. Not yet, anyway.
âMy parents hope to come for a visit later in the summer, once weâre settled in. Maybe help with the harvest.â
âGood to have extra hands around when the crops start to come in, especially for a man without a wife to help him.â
Was that meant to be a question about his wife, or was it a hint as to whether he might be looking for a new helpmate now that he was settling in Pleasant Valley? That was how an Amish fatherâs thoughts would go, for sure. Daniel managed a meaningless smile.
âItâll be wonderful gut to have them come for a visit. Now Iâd best get Jonah. Heâs probably getting tired.â
His younger son, who had just run across the lawn to throw himself at Teacher Leah, didnât look in the least tired, but it was a way to end a conversation that was cutting too near the bone.
He couldnât fool himself any more than he could anyone else. Most folks here had kin back in Lancaster County, and sooner or later someone would receive a letter with all the details about what had happened to his wife. To his children.
Time. That was what he wanted now, time for the children to settle down and feel at home. Then it would hurt less to have everyone know about them.
Leah smiled, bending over Jonah to say something that made him giggle, and a flicker of concern went through Daniel. Leah said she wasnât yearning for her fence-jumper fiancé, but maybe she was. He didnât want his children getting too close to a woman who could be tempted by the life outside their community.
He went quickly to them, then grabbed Jonah and tossed him in the air.
âAre you a bird then, Jonah Glick?â
âI think heâs a barn swallow,â Leah said, laughter filling her green eyes. Hair the color of corn silk was drawn back to the bun under her kapp, but a few tendrils had worked their way loose. They curled against the creamy skin of her cheeks.
And what was he doing noticing that about Teacher Leah? Despitehis new