those.â
Ava smiled at her. âIâll lend her to you.â
âDeal.â
âLook, I appreciate the fact that you came to meet me, but Iâm tired and I need to get myself sorted before I go and see Ma. Can we meet at the hospital in an hour?â
Rose spoke first. âSheâs not there anymore. Sheâs at home.â
âBut I thoughtâ¦â
âShe wants to die at home, Libby. With her pain medication and the V.O.N. coming in, sheâs much more comfortable in her own bed.â âI see. Well, Iâll meet you back at the house as soon as possible. Tell her Iâm coming.â Before anyone could object, Ava pushed her way through the crowd of excited relatives. Then, to her horror, she realâized the press was there, with another gang of on-lookers and fans. She turned back and looked to her sister. âI thought I told you not to tell anyone I was coming?â
âI only told Myrtle Beaver at Bingo.â
Ava couldnât believe it. âMegaphone Myrtle?â
âOh, get over yourself,â Rose frowned. âYou know damn well you canât keep a secret like this, so why try?â
âFine. Never mind.â Ava pulled her cashmere shawl closer around her shoulders and made a dash for it. Lola was outside beside the limoâs open door. She waved Ava on, as if she were coaching third base. Ava jumped in the car, Lola right behind her. The adoring fans mobbed the vehicle, but at least the screaming was muffled.
Ava sank back into the leather seat. âOh my god. What am I goâing to do? Iâm trying to visit my dying mother and suddenly this has turned into a publicity tour.â
âWho let the cat out of the bag?â
âRose, of course. She never could keep her mouth shut.â
âI hate to say it,â Lola smirked, âbut it seems to run in your family.â
âDonât I know it,â Ava sighed.
Elizabeth Ruby MacKinnon, a.k.a. Ava Harris, was the baby in a family of nine, with seven years between her and her next sister, Rose. Sheâd known from a very early age that she was âthe changeâ baby. She used to lie awake at night and wonder what that meant, exactly. It didnât sound very good and the fact that her mother was often imâpatient and cross with her didnât help matters. Rose would tell her not to worry, that of course their mother loved her. But there was always a niggling doubt that pulled at Avaâs thoughts. Try as she might to ignore it, it coloured everything.
Things became worse when her father was killed in the mine when she was eight. He was the only one in the house who never said a word to her. Everything Libby did was okay by him. Not that she saw him much. For a few minutes after heâd scrubbed the coal dust off his body and had a hefty plateful of Maâs homemade beans and corn bread. Sheâd sit on his lap in his rocking chair and inevitably, just as things got interesting and everyone was filling him in about their day, sheâd be whisked off to bed.
Despite her protests, her father would kiss the top of her head and tell her to listen to her Ma. âGoodnight, Peanut,â heâd say. Usually it was Rose who pulled her up the stairs and tucked her in.
But Libby never stayed under the covers for long. She learned to move silently through the house, often hiding in closets if one of her siblings charged up the stairs or down the hall unexpectedly. Once she hid under the dining room table to listen in on a heated conversaâtion between her parents and one of her older brothers. She couldnât believe they didnât see her. They walked right by as if she were invisâible. She made funny faces at her mother the next morning to see if she really was invisible. A quick cuff on the ear and a âsmarten upâ set her straight.
The day their father died, she curled up in her fatherâs rocking chair and