sometime?â
âIâd like that,â she said softly. âIâd like it a lot.â
A momentary silence fell between them. Sheri filled it. âI canât believe you didnât tell me,â she said again, frowning. âWeâve seen each other since then. A bunch of times.â
She didnât have an excuse for not telling Sheri, Alice realized. Not a good one. Sheri didnât trust easily, the bond theyâd formed was extremely fragile. And keeping this information from herâeven though harmlessly intendedâhad shaken that trust.
Guilt plucked at her. She hadnât wanted to share her feelings. She hadnât wanted the girl to know how much she had loved Hayes or how badly heâd hurt her. And she wouldnât have been able to hide it.
She hadnât been fair. She asked Sheri to share everything with her. She insisted to the girl that they had a mutually trusting relationship. She realized that wasnât completely true. And the hell of it was, Sheri probably realized it, too.
âWould you mind if we talked about it later?â
Sheri shrugged and looked away. âI guess.â
âThanks. And, Sheri?â The girl met her eyes once more. âIâm not your father and you donât have to sneak around with me. Our guests call at the front door.â
The girl colored. âYes, maâam.â
âAnd speaking of fathers...â Alice turned to Jeff. âDoes yours know where you are?â When Jeff shook his head, she arched her eyebrows in question. âAre you going to call him or should I? He has a right to know where you are. Iâm sure heâs worried sick.â
His expression tight, Jeff climbed off the bed. âHeâs my fatherâIâll call.â
âYou can use the phone in the kitchen. Sheriââ she turned to her young charge ââslip into a robe and come on out. Iâll retire so you and Jeff can visit in the living room.â
In the end, they all sat in the living room, talking and listening to the Cajun music that Alice loved. Jeffâs call to Hayes was short and, from what Alice inadvertently overheard, terse. When he reappeared in the living room, his tight expression testified to the fact that the call had not gone well.
Sheri looked at Jeff nervously. âEverything okay?â she asked, making room for him beside her on the couch.
âYeah,â he answered, shrugging with what seemed to Alice to be forced negligence. âNo sweat.â
An hour later, Alice discovered her instincts had been correct. The call had not gone well, and everything was certainly not okay. Hayes stood on her front porch, looking ready to explode.
After darting a quick glance toward the living room and the teenagers, Alice slipped outside, softly shutting the door behind her. She leaned against it and tipped her head back to meet his eyes. âDonât do this, Hayes.â
âDonât do what?â he snapped. âIâve come for my son. Thatâs all.â
âI know.â She felt his anger and frustration as an almost palpable thing. It crackled in the air around them. She touched his sleeve lightly, attempting to reassure, to calm. âYouâre upset. So is he. If you go in there now, youâre both going to say things youâll regret.â
âI didnât know where the hell he was. All day, Alice. And after the way he left, the mood he was in...I was afraid ...I thought maybe heâd been...â He choked the words, the thought, back, his mouth tightening. âDammit to hell. Anything could have happened.â
âI know how you must have felt. How you must feel still.â She moved her fingers rhythmically across his arm, stroking, soothing. He hadnât taken the time to put on a coat, and his cashmere sweater was soft under her fingers, his flesh beneath the fabric hard and warm. Realizing what she was doing, she dropped