Kyle because heâd rarely seen him look that way before. Usually, T-Lock was so laid-back it seemed possible he could drift off to sleep any minute.
âFirst, Kyle, tell me where you found it.â
Kyle could talk. He just didnât like to. It was hard, although it seemed to be getting a little easier since heâd started working with the speech therapist and special ed teacher at school. He liked his special ed teacher. She was a kind and roly-poly lady from Mandan. He didnât like the speech therapist, though. She spent most of their session texting with someone on her cell phone. The special ed lady hadnât been there that day, though, and heâd spent the whole time in class with the rest of the sixth grade. They watched movies. Kyle didnât like being in the class with the others because he was a year older than they were and they knew it. All of his old classmates and friends had moved up to seventh grade and middle school and had left Kyle behind.
âIn the grass,â Kyle said.
T-Lock rolled his eyes. âI mean where, exactly, in the grass? You mean on somebodyâs lawn or something?â
Kyle gestured to the south. âNo. Out in the prairie. It was on the ground.â
T-Lock cocked his head while he thought. âWas this around when that car wrecked this morning?â
Kyle nodded.
âDid you see it happen?â
Kyle nodded again.
âAnd you went down there and found that bag? Did it come out of the car when it rolled, is that it?â
âI think so.â
T-Lock cradled his head in his big hands and held it there for a moment.
âKyle,â he said, trying to keep the excitement out of his voice, âDid anyone see you grab the bag?â
No .
âDoes anybody know? Donât lie to me, Kyle.â
Kyle didnât lie. T-Lock should know that, he thought.
âThe cops donât know?â T-Lock asked.
âNo one knows,â Kyle said.
âYouâre sure?â
Kyle nodded.
âYou didnât tell your mom or nothing, did you? You didnât tell your grandma?â
âNo.â
T-Lock seemed to be thinking. When he did that he closed his eyes. Then, suddenly, they popped open and T-Lock grasped both of Kyleâs hands in his and squeezed hard enough that Kyle took in a breath and held it so he wouldnât cry out.
âKyle, you canât tell anybody. Anybody. Youâve got to swear to me right here and now youâll keep your mouth shut about finding that bag.â
Kyle wasnât sure. Heâd planned on telling his mom about it and then maybe taking it to the police. That seemed like the right thing to do.
âWhy?â Kyle asked.
â Why? Iâll fucking show you.â
Kyle thought, That word again. Just like the two men in the second car. He wondered if they, or T-Lock, could speak without it.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
THE CANVAS duffel bag was unzipped on the dining-room table. T-Lock clicked on the overhead light so it shone down on the bag. It looked like the bag was being interrogatedâlike on televisionâKyle thought.
T-Lock skirted the table and stood on the other side of it. He plunged both hands inside and came up with a handfuls of small plastic clear glassine baggies the size of a penny. The tiny baggies were filled with crystalline powder that looked like snow crust at the end of winter. The powder was bluish in color.
âDo you know what this is?â T-Lock asked.
âDrugs,â Kyle said. He knew about drugs from drug-prevention movies at school, although heâd never seen drugs in real life. The weed heâd seen T-Lock smoke in the garage didnât count.
âDamn tootinâ,â T-Lock said, letting the baggies sift through his fingers into the opening of the duffel. âHundreds of little packets. Maybe a thousand, I donât know. I donât know how many because I havenât had a chance to count âem yet.