used to work with. So no one would forget, he had the name embroidered above the pocket of his denim jacket and tattooed on his forearm.
âI said move your ass, Kyle. Iâm freezing to death standing here with the door open.â
It was cold. Clouds had blown in from the north and covered the sky in dark gray. Pelletlike snow came in waves, carried by gusts of wind. The brown grassâwhat little there was of it in the front yardâwas catching the snow and holding it there. Kyle wondered how much snow there would be the next morning when he went out to do his paper route. He needed those warm boots and some gloves. Maybe he could convince his mom to take him to Work Wearhouse later that night.
â Now, Kyle. Come on, man.â
If T-Lock wore clothes other than black concert T-shirts and jeans with big holes in themâand maybe even shoes instead of flip-flopsâhe wouldnât be so cold all the time, Kyle thought.
Kyle climbed off his bike, readjusted his backpack full of books, and marched toward the front of his house with his head down. Their house was in the older part of town. Big trees, small lots, buckled sidewalks, no fences, lots of cars parked on the street because the homes had been built in the olden days before two- and three-car garages. Some of the houses, usually owned by old people, still looked pretty nice. Others didnât. Kyleâs didnât.
T-Lock kept the storm door open for Kyle, who trudged up the cracked concrete steps and ducked under T-Lockâs outstretched arm. The storm door was closed behind him, followed by the front door. The inside of the house smelled of cigarette smoke, as usual. T-Lock wasnât supposed to smoke inside except in the attached one-car garage, but he did it anyway. Especially since Kyleâs mom worked the afternoon shift at McDonaldâs and wasnât around.
It was dark inside the house because T-Lock kept the curtains and blinds closed during the day.
Kyle didnât expect T-Lock to grab him by the shoulder and spin him around so they were face-to-face. The move nearly made Kyle lose his balance and fall to the floor because his heavy pack swung around as well.
T-Lock was in his face. âWe gotta talk, Kyle, we gotta talk. I went out to the garage to burn one and you know what I found, donât you? You know what I found.â
T-Lock was his motherâs boyfriend and had been, on and off, for a few years. He was tall and wide-shouldered with long stringy hair parted in the middle. He had deep-set eyes and a slow stonerâs smile when he smiled. In the winter he grew his beard out and didnât shave it off until summer. T-Lockâs whiskers were thin and scraggly and about an inch long. The tips of his whiskers curled white as if covered by frost.
âDo you know whatâs in that bag you brought home?â T-Lock asked, shoving his face closer to Kyleâs. His eyes were bulging and there was a throbbing vein in his forehead that mesmerized Kyle because heâd never noticed it before. Of course, T-Lock rarely got so close. Kyle could smell his smoky breath.
Kyle shook his head. When heâd returned that morning with the heavy packet he didnât know what to do with it. He couldnât leave it outside. His mom was still asleep with T-Lock in their bedroom, so he couldnât ask her. He carried it from the canvas Tribune bag into the junky garage and put it on the floor under the workbench. It was tight in there because T-Lock had pushed an old Toyota Land Cruiser into the garage the year before so he could get it running. It was still there and not running. Kyleâs mom had to park their old minivan out on the driveway, even in the winter.
âYou really donât know?â T-Lock asked.
Kyle shrugged.
T-Lock stood and whooped as if he couldnât believe how dumb Kyle was. Then he bent back down and his face got serious. The intensity of T-Lockâs eyes unnerved
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