Itâs no big deal.â
I wonder why heâd want to catch up with his ex-girlfriend when he always complains about her. I want to ask more questions about how often he talks to Lily and what they talk about, but he drives up to the entrance to the beach and hops out of the car before I can ask him to elaborate.
I thought Landon and I would find a nice quiet place to sit and talk in front of the bonfire, but he leaves me to hang with some of the guys. I could join him, but Iâm getting a weird vibe from him tonight and decide to give him some space. I donât want to smother him like Lily did.
Jet has a six-pack in his hand as he stands by Victorâs car with a bunch of other guys. The second Jet sees me, he waves me over.
âHey, Captain,â he says as he wraps me in a bear hug.
âCut it out, Jet.â
âYou know you love me, Ash.â
âNo, I donât. Most of the time I donât even like you,â I joke. âGet your paws off me and leave them for the poor, unsuspecting girls who buy your bullshit.â I dig an elbow into his ribs. âLandonâs right over there. Donât piss him off.â
Jet laughs. âWhy would I want to piss off our star QB, our pride and joy, the prince, the single most important person on our team, the only quarterback who can take us to State with one hand tied behind his back?â
âLay off, Thacker,â Vic chimes in, shutting Jet up for the moment.
After we lost in the playoffs, the local paper printed a quote from Landon bashing Jet about not catching his last two passes. Landon said they misquoted him, but Jet still took it personally. Ever since then, the two have been trading barbs and Iâve had to defuse a lot of it to keep the peace.
Jet points to a girl by the waterâs edge wearing a skimpy thong bikini. âWhat are the chances I get lucky with her tonight?â
âBetter than most,â I tell him. âShould I warn her that you just want a one-night stand so she shouldnât expect a call from you in the future?â
That gets an amused grin out of Vic.
âHell, no.â Jet doesnât have girlfriends. He likes to âspread the loveâ and hook up with as many hot girls as he can. Which also means heâs pissed off more than a good share of the high school female population in Fremont and the surrounding communities.
A few times Jet has needed my help being rescued from clingy girls desperate to have a real relationship. Iâve reluctantly acted as his fake girlfriend too many times to count. I told him that one day heâll fall hard for a girl whoâll break his heart, but he laughs it off. He thinks love is complete bullshit.
I walk to the bonfire where Monika is sitting and think about the conversation Derek and I had in the kitchen. And the fight my dad and Brandi had. And Derekâs stupid abs he flaunted today. And the guilt I have for Landon not being voted captain. I want my brain to stop thinking. Itâs on overload.
âI canât believe my best friend didnât tell me she was votedcaptain,â Monika says as she snuggles against her boyfriend, Trey, our star running back. âCongrats, girl!â
âThanks.â
Trey and Monika have been dating since junior high. Theyâre completely in love and arenât afraid of PDA or talking about their future as if itâs a given that theyâll be together forever.
After my parents split, I gave up on finding true loveâsomething manufactured in movies and books to make people believe in the impossible. Trey and Monika renewed my faith. He looks at Monika as if sheâs the only girl in the world. Itâs as if sheâs his life-line and heâd be lost without her. Monika told me that Treyâs her soul mate. Theyâre both planning on going to the University of Illinois, although Trey needs a scholarship to the Big Ten school to be able to afford