her catlike green eyes, tossed her friend a curious look. âRev, weâre on a fast, downward slide toward forty. Is that what you want, to go from aging party girl to predatory cougar? And to keep taking me along on the hunt?â
âGod, cougar. Such a vulgar term, so American.â
âRev, weâre both American.â
A look of absolute horror crossed her friendâs made-up, ruddy-cheeked face. She quickly gazed about the crowd to ensure no one had overheard such an offensive comment. Theyâd be tossed out of the Phoenix Club on their ears for sure, this time unable to rise from the ashes.
âWhen do you leave?â
âThis coming Thursday.â
âSo, itâs back to Danton Hill, huh?â
âYeah.â
âYou think heâll be there?â
Vanessa visibly blanched. She recovered, though, because she needed to, realizing if she was going to bravely go back she had to work on that poker face of hers. No way could she wear her heart on her sleeve, not here, and definitely not later. âMaybe, probably, I guess so.â
âGee, so definitive.â
âOkay, call it a hunch.â
âYouâre using up an awful lot of frequent flier miles on a mere hunch, dear? God, donât you remember, you didnât even like him . . . he was just a stand-in at the last minute, and from what I remember from your stories, he was rather . . . ordinary. What kind word did you use to describe him, âcuteâ . . . ? Like a puppy?â
âHe was cute, in a little brother sort of way,â Vanessa said. âBut that was twenty years ago. Heâs grown-up and heâs more than cute. You remember?â
âSort of,â she said, taking a drink from her wine, her red lipstick sticking to the rim of the glass. âToo many of these, I suppose. Then and now. But dear, he may have grown up but is he mature? Why should he be when youâre not?â
âReva, youâre such a bitch,â Vanessa Massey said, again pushing her hair away from her face, as though with such an action she had stopped hiding behind it. She was ready to show her confidence to the world, or at least to the corner of the world known as Danton Hill. âNow give me a damn cigarette. One last indulgence before I return to the land of the perms and sweatshirts worn off the shoulder. And may God have mercy on my soul.â
âYouâre going home. So clearly he doesnât.â
âWho?â
âGod,â Reva said.
âYou say that too much.â
Reva laughed, the deep sound flavored with a lifetime of smoking and perhaps a tinge of regret. âSo, youâre going back to find out if the boy you didnât like was actually The One? And then what? You two go off into the sunset together? Chicky, Iâm going to miss you so much.â
âReva, Iâll be back.â
âWith him in tow? Like in a movie, the music swelling as the credits roll?â
âItâs Danton Hill,â Vanessa said wearily. âThe only thing that will be swelling will be the sewers. It rains more there than it does here.â
âHmm, letâs hope your taste in men is better than your taste in destinations.â
C HAPTER 3
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H e was still alive, or at least he thought he was. He couldnât exactly say he was familiar with what death felt like, having been alive all these thirty-eight years. Still, evidence suggested heâd survived the initial crash and impact: His eyes were blinking, and even though maybe he could feel the gooey wetness of blood, he couldnât pinpoint from where on his body it flowed. His current position of being trapped upside down in the car wasnât really ideal for a thorough examination. All he knew right this second was how numb his body felt and that the driverâs side window had smashed, turning the once-solid glass into jagged slices, some still imbedded in the frame, other shards