then?â
âI really need to study, Dad.â She started blindly reading the page in front of her.
âNo time even for a furry visitor?â
He walked into the room holding a squirming pug, her black face scrunched up more than usual as she tried to get down. A white cone encircled the dogâs neck, making her face look like the center of one pissed-off flower.
Jayne dropped the book on the floor and put her hands out. âWhenâd Britney get back from the vet?â
Her dad put the pug in her lap, and a warm wet tongue swathed her face. âAbout two minutes ago. Diane brought her over.â
Jayne scrubbed the dogâs belly with her good hand while bopping Britneyâs nose with the fingers protruding from her cast. The dog was pretty energetic after getting eight stitches thanks to her run-in with Mrs. Allisonâs tabby.
Right then, Jayne felt normal. Like it was five days ago, pre-accident, with the only worry in the world being the French test.
âSo, kid.â
Crap. Her dad saying âkidâ was never a good conversation starter. It usually preceded stuff like, âWe donât think playing four sports this year is going to be good for your emotional welfare.â
âI was thinking we could go see Larry next week.â
Larry . . . Larry? Oh, God. Larry! She forced a smile and rubbed a small eye-booger out of Britneyâs eye. Think fast, Jaynie girl . âIâm good. No reason to waste his time with my sob story.â
Her dad sat on the edge of her bed and pinched the toes of one foot, shaking it back and forth. âI think seeing him will help, Jaynie. Talking to a family friend with a psychology degree might be easier than talking to your mom and me right now.â
Exactly. A family friend whoâd report back to his friends .
Her dad shook his head, as if he was reading her thoughts. âThe things you tell him will be strictly confidential.â He crossed his heart with a finger. âI swear.â
Even if she did agree to meet with Larry, she didnât know how seriously she could take him. He was a long-haired hippie who dressed and acted like Woodstock had just happened a week ago. He smelled like patchouli and liked to decorate with Buddhas. He kind of looked like a Buddha, with his male-pattern baldness and the pregnant-looking tummy those loose-fitting Hawaiian shirts didnât hide too well.
Ellie had nicknamed him Larry the Fairy because the only thing he ever talked about was feelings, like a girl.
Jayne sure didnât want to share anything, much less her feelings, with Larry. She didnât even know what she was feeling. And if she didnât know, how was he going to know?
âCan I see how I feel next week?â She scratched Britneyâs belly. She didnât want to go to counseling. That meant she had to talk about what happened. She didnât even want to think about what happened, much less talk about it. âI have a lot of class work to catch up on.â
âSure, sure.â If that smile was any broader, her dad wouldâve cracked his face in half. âWell, I guess Iâll leave you alone. Ellie and I will go get a movie and takeout. Any requests?â
Jayne shook her head. âIâm good. Thanks.â
He kissed Jayne on the forehead and left, keeping the door cracked two inches.
Jayne dragged herself from the bed and closed the door the rest of the way, then locked it. She went back to bed, pulled the covers up, and pressed her nose into Britneyâs fur.
There was four daysâ worth of homework waiting for her, as well as that French test to study for. She willed herself to care.
She didnât.
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âJayne, phone!â Ellie rattled the doorknob. âWhatâs with the locked door?â
Jayne pried her eyes open and saw it was 6:12. Her room was brighter and warmer. She mightâve gotten the bigger room, but at least Ellie didnât have to
Brenda Clark, Paulette Bourgeois