you two lived in Minnesota. We were really good friends. I thought the world of him.â
âCome on.â
âCome on?â She heard the disbelief, but had no idea where it was coming from.
âIf you were such good friends, how come I never heard your name before? How come we never saw you?â
âWe were good friends at the time of your parentsâ divorce, Charlie. Maybe your dad didnât talk about it because it was such a painful time for himâand it wasnât something he wanted you to remember, either.â
Zip. Silence.
She pushed on. âBut at the time, your dad talked about you all the time. How much he loved you. All his parenting ideas, how he wanted to raise you, how much he wanted you to be happyâ¦.â
When they finally pulled into the driveway, the kid bolted out of the car as if jet-propelled to get away from her. Merry hadnât felt this wrung out since sheâd paid for a fitness trainerâa foolish move sheâd never repeated.
The culmination of the impossible morning, though, was when she got inside the front door, and found Charlene standing in front of the tree. âWhat is this?â
âNow I realize itâs past Christmas, but I knew you missed out on the holiday. I just thought it might help to try and make up.â Hellâs bells, back in Minnesota when sheâd thought of this, the idea had seemed brilliant. Only now Merry realized the kid could think she was trying to buy her. Or trying to imply that a bunch of silly presents could make up for her dadâs death. How could a nice intention turn out so rotten wrong?
And Charlene kept looking at her as if she were from another planet. âThatâs real nice of you,â she said politely. âButâ¦itâs pink.â
âI know, I know. It was the only tree I could find this late after Christmas,â she lied.
âThatâs okay,â she said.
But obviously nothing was okay. The kid sat down by the presents as if waiting for a shot at the dentistâs. She gingerly opened each gift and produced an obligatory âthank youâ even when she didnât have a clue what the item was.
Merry knewâ knewâ this was going all wrong, yet it was like changing your mind about a permanent in the middle of a hairdresser appointment. It was just too late, once they got that chemical going.
Charlie wasnât trying to be difficult. She was so clearly trying to do anything Merry asked her, anything Merry wanted, whatever it took to be home. But everything Merry had chosen, from the Juicy Couture purse with the rabbitâs foot, to the tweed hat with the bumblebee pin, to the spangly beads, to the Ashton Kutcher posterâ¦oh, God. Each thing was worse than the last.
The rock-bottom worst, though, were the pink cashmere socks with the butterfly motif.
âWow,â Charlie said. The word hung in the air like a cooking odor.
When it was over, Merry perked upâbecause, hey, there was no place to go from rock-bottom but up, right? How could anything more ghastly happen that day?
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G OD KNEW , HE LOVED his job, but as Jack pulled into the driveway, he was hungrier than a bear in spring.
No one had twisted his arm to skip lunch or work late. He just forgot the time. When people asked him what he did, he always responded âdesk jockeyâ because that answer worked like a charm. No one ever asked him further questions. They just assumed he was some kind of bureaucratâno surprise, since there were a lot of white-collar pencil pushers running around Langley and Arlington.
The label had an element of truth besides. Once he âretiredâ from the navyâSpecial Opsâheâd settled into a non-dangerous job. Truth to tell, he thought he made more of a difference now than when heâd fought for his country with a weapon in his hand, but whatever. He loved it.
Right now, though, he was conscious that heâd
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