history. Not to a girl wearing army fatigues. âI did a couple years in college, but just didnât really have a career in mindâ¦.â
She tried to think, what to say, what not to say. âSo I just started working. Worked as an assistant DJ for a radio stationâthat was fun. Worked in an insurance officeâactually, that was kind of interesting, too. A way of helping people, hearing about their lives. Was a management trainee at Ann Taylor for a whileâ¦.â
Finally, a voice piped up from the passenger seat. âYou donât have any idea where youâre going, do you?â
âHuh?â How many times had her dad asked her that in real life? Was she ever going to get a clue where she was going, find a job she wanted to stick with, a place she was willing to stay?
But apparently Charlene meant something else entirely. The child said patiently, âYou keep driving in the wrong direction. I mean, I donât know where youâre trying to go. But youâre headed the wrong way if youâre trying to drive toward home. My home.â
âWe are headed toward your home. Um, I donât suppose you know the way, do you?â
âSure.â Finally, some conversation. Precise, clear directions.
Well, hell. They were only seven or eight miles out of the way. God knew, Merry had done worse. âYou do want to go home, right, CharleâCharlie?â
âYes.â
There. The first sign of emotion sheâd seen so far. An honest yes. A desperate yes. A yes that captured Merryâs heart and made her determined to reach the child no matter what it took. And she reminded herself of the obvious. They were just getting started. No one ever promised her this was going to be easy, and she hadnât expected it to be.
âWhat was it like,â she asked, âbeing with your great-grandmother this last week?â
Charlene scrunched up her nose. âIs that a trick question?â
âNo. You were staying there, so I figuredââ
âWhen we first moved to Virginia, I was really little, but I can remember my dad saying that was why. I mean, why Virginia. Because his grandmother was here and there was no one to take care of her. Only that was ages and ages ago. She doesnât know who I am anymore. She doesnât know who anyone is. Everybody there was nice enough. I just really, really want to be home.â
âYou missed some school?â Merry already knew the answer to that question, but Charlene had finally started talking; she wanted to keep it going.
âYeah, I know. Thatâs freaking everybody out. But I think thatâs pretty stupid. I only missed a week or so, because it was still Christmas vacation before that. And I was already getting all As. And I could keep up just as well from the books as from classes anyway.â Her face suddenly turned toward Merry. âIâll bet youâre thinking that Iâm going to be a big problem. But I wonât be. I promise. If you just take me home, I wonât bother you. I wonât bother anybody. I donât need anybody to take care of me.â
âCharlene, I wasnât worried about that at allââ
âCharlie.â
âCharlie, then. Iââ
âYouâre lost again, arenât you.â This time, the squirt didnât waste time phrasing the comment like a question.
Merry said, âLooks like. Feel like a burger or an ice-cream cone or anything?â
âNo.â
âDo you, um, know which way to turn from here?â
Merry zealously obeyed the eleven-year-oldâs instructions. Left at the first light, then four blocks later and so on. It was a new experience, actually paying attention to directions, but it still didnât seem to win her any brownie points.
She rashly assumed it might help warm up the waters if she tried talking about Charles. âI knew your dad back when you were just a toddler, when
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