sure.
But on Thursday night when she flung up her bedroom window and looked at the sky, she realized that the moon would be full on Saturday. There was no way she could go to that party with Aiden. The hair prickled roughly on her arms. She climbed hastily onto the porch roof outside her window, leaped to the yard, and the change was upon her almost before she reached the cover of the riverbank weeds.
The nearer to full moon, the quicker the change, the less control; and the night Earthâs sister loomed round and whole there was no choiceâa
loup-garou
must change no matter what.
Saturday,
Vivian thought with dismay as she shuddered to all fours. But then the perfume of the night wiped away her thoughts.
Before dawn Vivian stretched into her human shape amid the weeds, wiping the river mud in smears across her naked abdomen. She yawned wide, tongue curling. Time for another nap before school.
The tall grass rustled, but there was no wind. Vivianâs eyes narrowed. Then she sniffed the musky smell of wolf-kind and her hairs lay flat again.
âVivian,â a harsh voice whispered. Rafe crawled from his hidden nest. He waved her underwear at her. âIâve been waiting for you.â
âGimme those.â She snatched them from him.
He crouched, watching her dress. âI miss you,â he said.
Vivian shrugged. âYou see me.â
âNot like before.â
âWe grew apart. You know.â Theyâd been through all that.
âI donât understand you, Vivian.â
âYou sound like my mother.â
Rafe stuck his face in hers. âYou broke up with me because of the girl I killed to get Axel out of jail,â he said. âBut I bet if you got a sniff of human blood youâd get your muzzle wet.â
She jerked away.
When the Goddess, the Lady Moon, gave wolf-kind the gift to change, she warned the first
loups-garoux
to pity humans for their soft, immutable flesh, for wolf-kind had once been like them. âUse your eyes,â the Goddess said. âLook at them and praise my name for changing you; kill them and kill yourselves.â But humans were vulnerable and preylike. They triggered the instinct to hunt.
âWe should stay far from humans when weâre changed.â
âThey are ours to hunt,â Rafe said. âAxel knew. He couldnât hold back any longer. We were losing our balls in West Virginia, Vivian.â
âYou can hold tight to your balls and twist,â said Vivian, dragging her T-shirt over her head.
How many of the pack yearn to hunt like the Five?
Vivian wondered later as she crawled into bed.
How long do we have until we are destroyed?
The phone rang while Vivian ate breakfast with Esmé. Rudy answered it. After a short conversation he came into the kitchen. âThat was the last agreement. The Ordeal is on.â
âIt canât be this full moon,â Esmé said.
Rudy sat down at the table with them. âI know. Orlando says that by law we have to allow a full month in case others want to come from afar.â
âSo itâs July then,â Esmé said. âJuly thirteenth?â
âSounds right.â Rudy shook his head. âI wish it wasnât so far away, though.â He finished his coffee and stood up. âGotta get to work.â
âYeah, me too.â Esmé said. âWash up for me, babe. Okay?â She left, followed by the sounds of Vivianâs protests.
âIâm grounded,â Vivian told Aiden at lunchtime. The idea that someone could limit her freedom was mortifying, but the excuse was something Aiden could understand.
âGrounded?â He looked at her in amazement. âWhat did you do to get grounded?â
âStayed out all night with my cousins smoking dope.â She was damned if sheâd pretend to be grounded for some tame reason.
He ran his fingers through his hair as he digested what sheâd told him. Silently, she