my gold Haviana flip-flopsâa slow leisurely cruise along my body that makes my stomach go all jumpy and twistedâand not in a good way.
âRight. So you make it look real then, like a photograph,â he says, his eyes on mine.
I meet his gaze, a gaze he insists on holding for several seconds too long. But I refuse to squirm or look away first. Iâm determined to stay in the game for as long as it takes. And even though it may seem totally benign on the surface, something about it feels dark, threatening, like some kind of dare.
Or maybe not.
Because right after I think that, he says, âThese American schools are amazing! Back home, in soggy old Londonââ he winks, âit was always theory over practice.â
And Iâm instantly ashamed for all of my judgmental thoughts. Because apparently, not only is he from London, which means his accent is real, but Damen, whose psychic powers are
way
more refined than mine, doesnât seem the least bit alarmed.
If anything, he seems to like him. Which is even worse for me, because it pretty much proves that Haven is right.
I really am jealous.
And possessive.
And paranoid.
And apparently I hate new people too.
I take a deep breath and try again, talking past the lump in my throat and the knot in my stomach, determined to come off as friendly, even if it means I have to fake it at first. âYou can paint anything you want,â I say, using my upbeat friendly voice, which in my old life, before my whole family died in the accident and Damen saved me by making me immortal, was pretty much the only voice I ever used. âYou just have to make it look real, like a photograph. Actually, weâre supposed to use an actual photograph to show our inspiration, and, of course, for grading purposes too. You know, so we can prove that we accomplished what we set out to.â
I glance at Damen, wondering if heâs heard any of this and feeling annoyed that heâs chosen his painting over communicating with me.
âAnd whatâs he painting?â Roman asks, nodding at Damenâs canvas, a perfect depiction of the blooming fields of Summerland. Every blade of grass, every drop of water, every flower petal, so luminous, so textured, so tangibleâitâs like being there. âLooks like paradise.â He nods.
âIt is,â I whisper, so awed by the painting I answered too quickly, without time to think about what I just said. Summerland is not just a sacred placeâitâs our secret place. One of the many secrets Iâve promised to keep.
Roman looks at me, brows raised. âSo itâs a real place then?â
But before I can answer, Damen shakes his head and says, âShe wishes. But I made it up, it only exists in my head.â Then he shoots me a look, tacking on a telepathic message ofâ
careful.
âSo how do you ace the assignment, then? If you donât have a photo to prove it exists?â Roman asks, but Damen just shrugs and gets back to painting.
But with Roman still glancing between us, his eyes all squinty and questioning, I know I canât leave it like that. So I look at him and say, âDamenâs not so big on following the rules. He prefers to make his own.â Remembering all the times he convinced me to ditch school, bet at the track, and worse.
And when Roman nods and turns toward his canvas, and Damen sends me a telepathic bouquet of red tulips, I know that it workedâour secret is safe and all is okay. So I dip my brush in some paint and get back to work. Eager for the bell to ring so we can head back to my house, and let the real lesson begin.
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After class, we pack up our stuff and head for the parking lot. And despite my bid to be nice to the new guy, I canât help but smile when I see heâs parked clear on the other side.
âSee you tomorrow,â I call, relieved to put some distance between us, because despite