fallen
angels
Who didnt believe
That nothing means nothing.â
9TH CHORUS
Weâre hanging into the abyss
of blueâ
In it is nothing but innumerable
and endless worlds
More numerous even (& the number
of beings!)
Than all the rocks that cracked
And became little rocks
In all that rib of rock
That extends from Alaska,
Nay the Aleutian tips,
Down through these High Cascades,
Through to California & Ensenada,
Down, through High Tepic, down
To Tehuantepec, down,
The rib, to Guatemala & on,
Colombia, Andes, till the High
Bottom Chilean & Tierra
del Fuego
O yoi yoi
And on around to Siberiaâ
In other words, & all the grains
of sand that comprise
A rock, and all the grains
of atomstuff therein,
More worlds than that
in the empty blue sea
We hang in, upsidedown,
âToo much to be real
10TH CHORUS
But itâs real
itâs as real as the squares
on this page
And as real as my sore ass
sitting on a rock
And as real as hand, sun,
pencil, knee,
Ant, breezed, stick,
water, tree, color,
peeop, birdfeather,
snag, smoke,
haze, goat,
appearance
and low crazed cloud
And dream of the Far Northwest
And the little mounted policeman
Of my dreams on a ridgeâ
Not an Indian in sightâ
Real, real as fog in London town
and croissants in Paris
and swchernepetchzels
in Prienna
And Praha Maha Fuckit
âReal, real,
unreal,
deal,
Zeal,
I say, dont care if itâs real
or unreal, Iâse
11TH CHORUS
And if you dont like the tone
of my poems
You can go jump in the lake.
I have been empowered
to lay my hand
On your shoulder
and remind you
That you are utterly free,
Free as empty space.
You dont have to be famous,
dont have to be perfect,
Dont have to work,
dont have to marry,
Dont have to carry burdens,
dont have to gnaw & kneel,
the taste
of rainâ
Why kneel?
Dont even have to sit,
Hozomeen,
Like an endless rock camp
go ahead & blow,
Explode & go,
I wont say nothin,
neither this rock,
And my outhouse doesnt care,
And I got no body
12TH CHORUS
Little weird flower,
why did you grow?
Who planted you
on this god damned hill?
Who asked you to grow?
Why dont you go?
Whatâs wrong with yr. orange tips?
I was under the impression
that you were sposed to be
some kind of perfect nature.
Oh, you are?
Just jiggle in the wind. I see.
At yr feet I see a nosegay
bou kay
Of seven little purple apes
who dint grow so high
And a sister of yours
further down the precipiceâ
and your whole family
to the leftâ
I thot last week
you were funeral bouquets
for me
that never askt
to be born
or die
But now I guess
Iâm just talkin
thru my
empty head
ORIZABA 210 BLUES
1ST CHORUS
Ah monstrous
sweet monsters,
who spawned
thee chalk?
God? Who
Godded me?
Who meâd
God, chalkâd
Thought, &
Me sank
Down
To
Fall
A tché tché tcha
hoot ee
Wheet wha youâ
Sweet monstranot love
By momma dears
Hey
Call God the Mother
To stop this fight
2ND CHORUS
Someday youâll be lying
there in a nice trance
and suddenly a hot
soapy brush will be
applied to your face
âitâll be unwelcome
âsomeday the
undertakerâll shave you
*
I almost called these poems
Pickpocket Blues
because they are the repetition
by memory
of earlier poems
stolen from me
by twelve thieves
3RD CHORUS
Ah monster sweet monster
Who spawned all this God
A Marva Ah Marvaila
Ah Marva Marvay
Ah marve Ah Me
Ah John O Ah John
Oka Johnâ
Where do you worka
JohnâAh John,
How do you William the
Conqueror this morning
With your height old otay
âNay, sight less worse,
Urp, the spur that did nape
At the wick the whack
Of the horseâs piniard, urt,
So up heaved Pegasus
To rape the Sirens
And Black Bastards Hold Out their Arms
4TH CHORUS
One was called Boston Kittyâ
He was a one-whack artist
Hold down the rope & the boy
And slip his villons i the