Iâm dying to know, but I canât ask. If I do, Martyâll know that Andy hasnât told me. And why hasnât he, if weâre best friends? My skin goes clammy. If I donât know Andy, who do I know?
âYeah,â I cover. âHe hides stuff real well.â
Marty scratches himself. âIâd be shaken up too, if I was him. Andyâs always looked up to his dad. You know his momâs taking pills?â
âSad,â I say, like itâs old news.
Andy bursts out of the cottage. âWeâre good to go.â
Marty and I jump up. âGreat!â But Iâm thinking, Whatâs going on, pal? Whatâs wrong with your parents?
The sunâs down. The skyâs filled with a gray light, stray clouds lit from beneath in dull oranges, pinks, and purples.
Andy takes his place behind the wheel. Marty hopsaboard and takes the seat beside him, as the key turns in the ignition. I push off and take a seat behind.
âHermit Island, here we come,â Andy whoops.
âAye, aye, Captain,â Marty echoes.
We edge into the dark.
Nine
T he guys make jokes as we skim through the water. I donât catch much over the noise of the engine, but I make sure to smile and give a thumbs-up whenever they turn around to see how Iâm doing.
The breeze bites my skin. I huddle into myself, and watch the lights glimmering in the dark river air: Twinkles from roads and towns along the mainland, from cottages dotting the shore and ringing the maze of islands that swallow us up. Beams from boat lamps, too, navigating the channels: Sailboats, fishing boats, cabin cruisers, each with its own horn, its own bell, its own jumble of laughter, music, and engines.
Iâm lost in the feel and the night of it. But Andy hasa map in his head from a lifetime of Thousand Island summers. âWeâre back in American waters,â he says. Most of the cottages here are dark, boarded up. âThese ones are owned by millionaires from the deep South who only come up for a week or two each summer to beat the heat.â
We near a patch of tree-lined cliffs. Andy slows down and steers us between two walls of rock. We follow the wall on the right, then turn left and enter a stretch of water surrounded by five large islands. Andy cuts the engine. We drift forward with the current. Itâs quiet here, only the sound of distant echoes, and the light waves that lap against our boat and the islandsâ shores. Dark, too. No lights except our boat lamp, the stars, and the moon, which shimmer over the rippling water.
âThis circle of islands belongs to the Stillman family,â Andy says. âTheyâre from Tennessee, I think. Each island has a master cottage, more like a mansion, with guest houses and outbuildings, all facing the outer river. A few years ago, old Mr. Stillman blew his brains out. His kids and grandkids have stayed away ever since.â
I shiver. Is it the breeze?
Andy raises his arm and points. âThere she is,â he whispers. âStraight ahead, middle of the circle.â
Hermit Island floats toward us out of the dark.
At first, itâs hard to make out, dwarfed by the Stillmansâ islands surrounding it. But as we near, I see the shape of a bank of pine trees a couple of hundred yards long. Nearer still, the boat lamp lights up a ghostly dock wobbling out from the shore, the rotten end collapsed into the water. Thereâs a patch of sand to the right, with a large weathered sign:
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PRIVATE PROPERTY! NO TRESPASSING!
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âAre you sure itâs okay to be here?â I ask.
âYou mean the sign?â Andy chuckles. âLike anyoneâs around to care.â
Which doesnât exactly answer my question.
Andy guides the boat to the dock. âHoller if you see Stillmanâs ghost,â Marty jokes. âI picture bits of brain, maybe an eyeball, floating around whatâs left of his skull.â
We moor the boat