and haul our supplies over the wobbly dock to the beach. In a few minutes, our tentâs set up, Andy and Marty have popped a few beers, and weâre getting toasty round a campfire.
Weâre not the first partiers on this so-called desertedisland. The wind has blown some old beer cans and snack wrappers to the scruff behind the strip of beach. Thereâs even a used condom hanging off some yellowed grasses. But weâre the only campers here tonight.
Andy catches me staring up at the constellations. âNot bad, hunh?â
I smile. âNot bad.â
âLittle white lies,â Marty winks. âThey make the world go round.â
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Itâs so late the back of my eyes ache.
Andy and I are outside the tent, fully dressed, sitting on our sleeping bags. It was escape or die. The second Marty passed out, his gas attacks went into overdrive. Talk about global warming. His cheeks are flapping so hard his assâll get windburn.
The campfireâs low. I place a few logs on it. Andyâs drunk, but heâs sobered up some since throwing up. All the same, he keeps moaning about this girl from Meadowvale Secondary Iâve never met. This is the problem of me not drinking: If I was drunk, Andy wouldnât sound so stupid and boring.
âI should forget about Sarah,â he says, staring into the embers. âThings never work out, anyway.â I wonder ifheâs going to start telling me about his problems with his parents. Instead he says, âI should be a hermit.â
âYeah, right. Live happily ever after with your right hand.â
âNo, really,â Andy says solemnly. âIâd find an island like this with a little hermit shack. Iâd fish. Eat berries. Hunt squirrels.â His head lolls. âYou havenât seen the shack yet, have you?â
âNo.â
âWell, itâs perfect. Perr. Fect. You should see it.â
âI will,â I say. âFirst thing tomorrow.â
âNo,â he says, suddenly wide awake. âNow.â
âItâs too dark.â
âWe got flashlights.â Andy waves his triumphantly and lurches to his feet.
âGreat, we got flashlights,â I stall. âBut letâs wait till morning. Martyâll want to go too.â
Andy shakes his head. âForget Marty. Heâs already seen it. I wanna go now.â
âYouâre drunk.â
âAnd youâre a genius.â He lets out a whoop and lopes haphazardly into the pines. âRace you to the shack.â
âAndy, donât be crazy!â
His light dances away between the trees. I hear thecracking of dead branches as he stumbles through the brush. The sounds disappear in the night.
I curl up in my sleeping bag, expecting him to come back any second. But he doesnât. What if heâs tripped and cracked his head open on a rock? Or run across the island and fallen off a ledge, and now heâs knocked out in the water, drowning? If I stay here and he dies, itâll be all my fault.
Damn, Andy.
I get my flashlight and follow him into the woods. Itâs not a big island, right? So itâs not like I could get lost. Or run into a bear or a psycho hermit with a chainsaw. Well itâs notâis it?
Iâve always been able to spook myself. Right now, I donât have to try. If I look straight up, I can see the odd star, but the light doesnât penetrate the woods. Here on the island floor, itâs pitch black, except for the beam of my flashlight. It picks up fallen trees, roots stuck up into the air. Half the downed trunks are rotted, covered in a thick carpet of moss and pine needles.
I glimpse a creature off to the right. Swing my flashlight. Nothing. Just a weird shadow. Shadows everywhere.
I move slowly. The mulch hides crevasses in the rock. Surprises waiting to twist an ankle. Andy was insane to barrel in here.
âAndy?â
Silence.
I should see the light from his