later. He nearly hyperventilated before she finally got him off the phone.
Lou Lou said, âWhy didnât he call you sooner?â
Mary Lisa flopped back down. âHe said he was afraid to, said Bernie finally managed to convince him that I was okay. You know Clydeâs got spies everywhere. Iâll lay you a five heâs even got spies in the womenâs room at Taco Bell. I had to swear to him on the head of my father that Iâd be okay to shoot on Monday. That gives me a day and a half to get myself back together.â
âYeah, you lucked out, it being a Saturday and all.â
âThat was sarcasm I heard, but I guess I am lucky. I donât have a day off until Thursday, but then itâll be a long weekend for me.â
âElizabeth and I will stick to you like gumballs until Thursday. Then why donât you get out of here? Like maybe home to Goddard Bay? You havenât seen your folks for a while, and maybe itâs time, donât you think?â
âI miss my dad. Okay, Iâll think about it.â
At nine oâclock that evening, Elizabeth Fargas burst through the front door, a bottle of champagne under her arm, still wearing TV makeup, and a gorgeous pale yellow suit, and the three-inch heels she always wore even though she was seated behind the TV news desk. âOh my, look at you, smiling and okay, right? Iâve been worried out of my mind. Goodness, do I ever need a drink!â
SIX
Goddard Bay, Oregon
No way I can do this. No way. Iâm an idiot.
There, good, he finally had a functioning brain again. Heâd finally admitted it to himself. He didnât love her. Actually, now that he examined it, he really didnât like her all that much either.
He smiled as the crushing weight toppled right off his head. He was ready to yell with relief when, in the next instant, the weight jumped back on.
Wonderful, just wonderful. Iâve got to tell her before her mother books the Methodist church and itâs all over town . He pulled the velvet box out of his inside jacket pocket, flipped it open, and looked with fear and loathing at the three-carat diamond winking up at him. It was the direct result of an early morning towering inferno of sex, a shake-the-rafters event that had cannonballed him onto his back when it was over, grinning like a loon, his brain waltzing in the ether. Surely, he thought, sex like that could get a man to do more than torture ever could. Heâd have been willing to say anything, do anything for her after that brain-deadening, camel-humping sex, state secrets be damned.
And to prove it, by the time heâd finally talked his brain into crawling back inside his skull, heâd already bought the ring.
Thank God he had to focus on the mayorâs daughter this morningâsheâd been arrested for drunk driving the night beforeâso he hadnât been able to run right over to her house, a marriage proposal ready to pop out of his mouth.
But she was expecting him to propose, probably tonight when he took her to dinner at Le Fleur de Beijing. It was a new Asian/French restaurant in town that had the word fusion on every page of the menu, which meant, his father had told him, that you could get snails with sweet and sour sauce. It was expensive, though, and to quite a few folks in Goddard Bay and the environs, that meant it had class.
Heâd been sleeping with her for close to four months now, at least four times a week. What had made that last time different? Didnât matter. Heâd presented himself that morning at the jewelry store when the doors opened.
He happened to glance at himself in the mirror. He could still see the residue of wild fear in his eyes. He looked down again at the engagement ring, and thought heâd be better off without sex like that ever again in his life. It was too dangerous.
John McInnis Goddard, the great-great-great-grandson of Joshua Barrington Goddard, founder of