have some?â
âYou donât have adjustments; you make them.â
âCould we make some?â
âWe already have. Weâve adjusted a lot to Willieâs coming.
âBut that didnât have to do with money,â Anna puts in.
I think about that.
âWell, it did in a way. If I hadnât stayed home, we would have had to hire help to look after Willie and Mama.â
âSo you kept money from going out?â
âSort of.â
âLike the boy at the dike.â
âWhat?â
âThatâs a story we heard at school,â Anna explains. âBut he was keeping the water out, Helen, out of the village.â
âAnd in the sea,â Helen insists. âLike the money. Mandyâs been keeping the money in.â
I wish Iâd thought of that. Somehow it makes me feel a lot better.
âYou girls get ready for bed,â Mama calls.
I start to help Helen out of her dress.
âI can do it myself now,â she says. âSince Willie, my arms are longer.â
Mine, too, I guess. But I hadnât even noticed Iâd quit helping her. Why didnât Anna do it?
Annaâs got her dress off, her gown on, and has jumped into bed.
âAnna, get up and brush your hair. And your teeth.â
âIâm too tired.â
âNo, youâre not.â
âYour teeth will fall out and get stuck in your hair,â Helen warns.
You can tell sheâs been to school.
Anna rolls out of bed and does whatâs needed. Weâre all about settled when Mama appears at the door.
âCome into the kitchen a minute, Amanda.â
I climb out of the warm bed, stone cold. I half expect to see every china chip laid out on the table, a note written in blood beside it: You must put it back together by morning or die.
But this isnât a fairy tale. Daddy is seated at the work table drinking coffee. Mama motions me to have a seat.
âMandy,â Daddy beginsâhe never calls me Amanda, no matter how serious things getââyour mother and I appreciate all your work since Willie came. We know itâs not been easy. Youâre the only child Iâve got who would grieve missing school, and youâre the one whoâs had to do it. â¦â
He pauses and Mama goes on.
âSo now that Iâm betterââ
âYou mean I can go back to school?â
I blurt this out from excitement and relief.
âAfter Christmas, yes,â Mama continues, âbut before that we have a present for you.â
A present? The first thing I think of is the ring Mama ordered. It seems years ago and Iâd forgotten all about it. But I donât want a ring, not with money like it is.
âYou like trains, donât you?â Daddy says, as if to fill up the silence.
âSure.â But they canât be going to give me a toy train. I donât know what to do. Theyâre both looking at me.
âOmieâs invited you to come to Memphis,â Mama says. âItâs your Christmas present. And weâd like to let you go.â
I canât believe it.
âYou mean on the train?â
Daddy nods.
âBy myself?â
Itâs all I can do to keep from saying: Without Willie?
âJust you,â Mama confirms. âA week and a half to visit and see the sights.â
âAnd describe that baby to your grandmother,â Daddy adds. âShe wants an eye-witness.â
I smile. âAre you sure its all right? I meanâ¦â
âWell, we wouldnât be ready to spare you tomorrow,â Mama admits. âBut Iâm stronger every day, and in another weekââ
âBut Iâll be there at Christmas!â
âThatâs right,â Daddy says. âYou can ride streetcars hung with holly.â
âAnd eat Mamaâs plum pudding.â
And miss yours, I think. And miss Willie looking at the
tree.
âI donât think she wants to go,â Daddy
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Stephen G. Michaud, Roy Hazelwood