I did too, but heâs the director. Not right.
The conversation moves on without me, since itâs all about the film. Thatâs how itâs been around here for months. Prior to the movie, it was all about the Blackwood/Quick merger that closed at the start of the year. Adam and Ali have merged, all right. I bet they merge every night.
Sometimes I wonder why I feel so much drive to get my music career going. Things canât get going fast enough for me. Then I look at the people in my life, and I get it. Overachievers, every one of them. Big time.
Which reminds me. I have to get to band practice.
âThanks for dinner,â I say, tossing my wrappers into the trash.
âYouâre welcome, Grey,â Ali says.
I grab my keys from the hook. Adam gets up and follows me to my truck. I know what he wants, so I beat him to it.
âAli already told me about the charges,â I say, climbing in. âIâll pay them. Iâll work for you and pay you back. Could you just get off my back about it?â
Adam catches the door, keeping me from shutting it. âMom called. She was looking for you.â
The blood drains out of my face. I didnât expect that. I justâ
. . .â
âdidnât. Seems today is the day for me to get sucker-punched left and right. Still, itâs been two weeks since Madeleineâs last call. And here I was starting to hope sheâd forgotten about me.
â Your mom called, Adam. Not mine.â
âCome on, Grey.â Adam gives me a pained expression, shaking his head. âDonât be an idiot. Itâs been eight months. When are you going to talk to her?â
I canât believe itâs been that long, but itâs true. I left homeâhome in Newportâin August. âLike you said, Adam. Itâs been eight months. What do you think?â
Adam doesnât move. He just watches me, waiting, I think, for guilt to work its magic on me. I know heâs concerned. Heâs stuck in the middle of this situation between his motherâwho raised me since I was fiveâand me. We have the same father, so the difference between us all stems from the maternal blood. His mom is a socialite; mine was a gold digger.
Is, I correct myself.
She still is.
âWhat happened between you two?â Adam asks.
âGotta go.â I pull the door shut. Then gun the engine and peel out of the driveway.
I sing my ass off on the way to Venice Beach. I just think of a tune and start putting words together and sing.
Itâs the only way I know to stop thinking.
âSo?â I ask the band. âHowâd that sound?â
Weâre in our rehearsal spaceâa soundproofed two-car garage a few blocks off the beach. Itâs Titusâs sisterâs boyfriendâs garage. Dirk charges us a grand a month, but we have a bathroom and enough space for our amps, guitars, the drum kit, a mini-fridge, a small table that seats four, and even a beat-up couch.
Titus walks over to the fridge. He grabs five beers and lobs them around the garage, keeping one for himself. âAmazing, man. Totally awesome.â
Usually he has blond dreadlocks, but since we shaved our heads last night, he has a huge third eye on his forehead, moving into his hairline. Itâs not a bad look. It suits him. Heâs a visionary with melodies.
Two hours ago, I walked into the garage and hummed the tune Iâd been playing around with on my drive here. Titus had it worked out in minutes. The rest of the band fell in with some guidance from the two of us. Now we have something real to work with. The song is coming together.
âThere are a few things I still want to play around with,â Titus says, âbut itâs great, bro. Really, really great.â
âAgreed.â Shane nods. âBadass song, Blackwood.â His drumsticks are still tapping out the songâs rhythm.
I nod, relaxing a little.
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