for us both to get what we want.
Right?
  Chapter 9  Â
Grey
H ow did the audition go?â Alison asks as she sets a takeout bag from our favorite Mexican restaurant on the kitchen table.
Brooks and Alison eat over so often, we all have our regular spots.
Adamâs house doesnât look like a war zone anymore, but it still doesnât look normal, either. Some of the furniture, rugs, and paintings have been taken to special cleaning services, so the rooms feel empty. With so much cleared out, Adam decided to have the house painted, so a lot of what stayed behind is now in the garage or the storage pod on the driveway, where theyâll be until the painters finish up later this week. And thereâs a piece of plywood where the new, custom glass door will go. If I didnât know any better, Iâd say it looks like he just moved in.
I spoke with Ali a little while ago. Insurance is paying for the sliding door, the television, and a few minor repairs, but the total for the deductible and for the various cleaning services is twelve thousand dollars.
Itâs hard to believe that much damage happened in one night.
The further I get away from what happened, the worse I feel about it. I guess I thought Iâd just run the vacuum after the party and wipe down the counters, and thatâd be it. I didnât expect all this upheaval.
As we all take our spots around the table, I tuck into my tacos. All I want to focus on right now is getting this food into my stomach. I feel like I could eat everything on the table and still be hungry.
âThe auditions were great.â Adam grabs a burrito and takes the chair next to Ali. âWeâve got three strong contenders. Funny thing is, two are Miaâs friends. Beth Pierce and Skyler Canby. Sky was a real surprise. Apparently sheâs only been acting for a few months.â
So much for blocking out the day.
Ali smiles. âThatâs great! Mia must be so happy for them.â She dips a chip into the guacamole. âWaitâI thought Iâd heard that Skyler was a musician?â
I pause with a taco halfway in my mouth. âWhat?â
Skyler plays music ? I donât have the mental power I need to process that right now.
âYeah,â Ali says. âMia told me about her once, but I canât remember what instrument she plays. I just remember it was something I didnât expect.â
Excellent. Now Iâm picturing Skyler playing the flute while wearing pale pink lingerie. Weird image. Awesome and weird.
âShe should be acting full time,â Brooks says. âMaybe soon she will be. The girlâs got serious talent.â He looks at me. âDid you get a chance to talk to her?â
I stop chewing, wondering if I missed something. Was I supposed to interview her while we were acting? I swallow. âWell, we said the lines from the script. And we kissed. You were there.â
Aliâs eyebrows go up. âKissed?â
But Brooks forges ahead and says, âThatâs okay. It doesnât matter. Iâll spend some time with her tomorrow and get a good read on her. But if sheâs a friend of Miaâs, we can count on her being smart, dedicated, and responsible. I already like what I saw.â
Suddenly, Iâm not loving a lot of things.
Brooksâs comment, doesnât matter, felt patronizing. A brush-off. And the emphasis on Skyler being smart and responsible and dedicated . I mean, shit. Is she perfect? Because, yes, she was hot. And cute. But no oneâs freakinâ perfect.
My nerves are shot today, no question, but all this focus on her sterling qualities isnât helping. Itâs making me feel pretty smallâlike a guy who Sharpied his scalp and threw a party that caused twelve thousand dollarsâ worth of damage.
Then thereâs the other comment Brooks made. I already like what I saw . What the hell is that supposed to mean? Pervert. I mean,
Dorothy Calimeris, Sondi Bruner