here often, and how heâd set a book here, and then of course I was able to talk to him about that and tell him who I was. And he was so amazed and then he told me about the film. Oh, Sylvie, heâs so nice. Not at all stuck up or sullen like you thought. I feel like Iâve known him for ages.â
âHe was obviously trying to impress you,â I said. âOkay, okay, Claire,â I added, seeing her expression, âI agree. He did seem quite nice. Even if he is pretty pleased with himself.â
âYouâre so prejudiced,â she said. âJust because a guyâs good-looking doesnât mean he loves himself or anything.â
âI suppose thatâs true,â I said, thinking not of Marc Fleury but of Daniel. That guy didnât love himself, I thought. He had no charm, unlike Marc. There was something wary, hard and frightening about him. Closed-off. But there was also something else. And now in a flash of insight it came to me what it was. Sadness. A sadness buried so deep it had twisted everything else. But that didnât excuse him, I thought. Whatever was wrong with him wasnât my fault. Not my problem. I was a stranger to him. He shouldnât have reacted like that. There was no need.
And there was no need either for me to obsess about it, I told myself tartly. Forget him. Heâs not worth thinking about. I was just sorry for beautiful little Gabriel, who had such a dragon for a brother.
Orphans of Empire
I went to bed really early that night and in the morning woke from a dreamless sleep to hear someone calling my name. The room was flooded with sunlight and Claire was sitting on the side of the bed, holding a cup of tea.
I struggled up groggily. âHey, whatâs this in aid of?â
She handed me the tea. âItâs already twenty past eight. Weâre meeting Marc at nine oâclock, remember?â
For an instant I could hardly remember where I was, let alone remember our date with Marc. She saw my bemused expression, and said, impatiently, âThe film shoot, okay?â
Memory returned. âOh, that.â I took a sip of tea. âYou donât really want me to tag along, do you?â
âYes. You have to come too. He invited you. It would be rude if you didnât go.â
âCome off it, Claire. He couldnât care less if I was there or not. Itâs you he wants there.â
âPlease come. Iâd like you to.â
I stared at her. There was a flush starting on her neck. I said, slowly, âDonât tell me. Youâre scared to go on your own. But itâs not because you donât like him. Itâs the opposite. Youâve fallen for him already, havenât you, and youâre scared youâre going to show him?â
âDonât be silly,â she snapped, but her scarlet cheeks told their own story.
I raised an eyebrow. I was going to tell her she hardly knew him, but wisely decided that wasnât a good move. I finished my tea and swung out of bed. âOkay, Iâll come. But Iâm not going to hold your hand and protect you from the big bad wolf.â
âYouâre so annoying,â she exploded, and threw a pillow at me, which I easily dodged.
âAnd youâre so easy to see through,â I crowed as I hurried off to the bathroom, dodging another pillow on the way. I couldnât help grinning as I stood under the shower. Honestly, despite the big sister act, sometimes Claire acted younger than me! Falling in love at first sight or something dodgy like that â that only happened in stories. I couldnât believe in it. But Claire could, and did. Sheâd done it a couple of times before. And neither had worked in the long run. In fact the last one had ended really badly. Heâd dumped her with a text message, can you believe it? Sheâd cried for days. Sheâd said then that it would never happen again. Sheâd be careful in
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