useful, come up with a list of anyone who might hold a grudge against you. Someone youâve put away in the last few years who just got out of the joint is a good place to start.â
A bitter laugh escaped Austinâs throat. âThatâll take some time.â
âWell, youâve got plenty.â
Austin glared at his boss, to no effect. âHow much of my vacation has to do with the department saving face with the press?â
Glenn sighed. âIâm not going to lieâthey somehow got wind of your breakdown, or whatever, and the speculation is rampant. Theyâre straddling the line between accusing you of Ashleyâs murder and your being a victim. You know how horrible the media has been toward cops lately, and this is a potential disaster.â
âIâm innocent, Glenn,â he stated, anger boiling under his skin. âYou know that.â
âI do. We just need to let this die down before ittakes on a life of its own and you end up being tried and convicted on the ten oâclock news. Okay?â
âI hear you.â
Fuck!
More than twenty years as a cop, and now someone was trying to destroy his life. He wasnât going to give the murdering bastard more rope to hang him.
âIâm behind you all the way,â Glenn said, standing. âIâm glad youâre all right. Get some rest and weâll talk soon.â
âThanks, Chief.â
Frustrated, he watched his boss walk out the door. For a while he fumed, unable to do anything else. Then he got tired and slept for a while, and when he awoke, the sunlight had dimmed into afternoon. Stretching, he tried to clear the fog from his brain. His head didnât hurt as bad as before, and he decided he was mending, no thanks to his own stupidity.
âItâs good to see you awake,â a soft feminine voice said.
Turning his head, he smiled. Laura was sitting by his bed, looking like an oasis for a man whoâd been lost in the desert for months. Her dark hair was loose around her shoulders, and she wore a pink V-neck T-shirt that hugged her breasts. Her long legs were encased in a pair of dark jeans.
âYou look pretty,â he told her. âI donât think Iâve ever seen you in street clothes.â
She looked pleased at the compliment. âThank you. Youâre looking better than you did last time I saw you, for sure.â
âWhen did you see me?â
âI found you at home. Well, Shane, Chris, and I did,â she amended.
The hits kept coming. He looked away from her and cleared his throat. âIâm sorry you had to see me like that. Iâm ashamed,â he admitted.
Cupping his face, she made him look at her again. âNo, none of that. How about you look forward from here on out? Think about what you
can
change instead of what you canât.â
âYou make it sound so easy.â He found himself leaning into her touch. Her hand on his cheek felt so warm and welcoming. Much like the look in her eyes.
âIt wonât be, but taking control of your life again will be worth it. Believe me.â
âYou know something about that?â
âJust a little.â Taking his hand, she lowered it to the bed, but didnât let go. âThatâs a story for another time.â
He let it slide, for now. âTaking control sounds good. Iâve got plenty of time to get started, since the chief placed me on leave.â
She winced. âYeah, I kind of saw that coming.â
âI did, too, but it stings.â Questions burned in his gut, and as he stared at her, they wouldnât be denied. âI want you to give me your professional assessment of Ashleyâs murder.â
âAustin, I donât think now is the timeââ
âI need for you to tell me,â he said quietly. âPlease.â
Heâd never seen Laura struggle over discussing such things, but this situation was vastly, terribly