wake up, please,â his mother entreated.
If he couldâve managed a smile, he would have. Forty-two and his mother still called him
baby
. His dad said something, and their voices faded in and out for a while. He drifted, dozing, and the next time he surfaced, he put more effort into opening his eyes.
At last he managed to crack them a bit, blinking against the sunlight in the room. God, his head was pounding. When his vision focused, he saw his dad sitting in a chair, staring at the silent television on the wall. Next to him, his mom was flipping through a magazine, not really reading it.
âHey,â he croaked. Both of his parents started and the joy on their faces, not to mention the exhaustion, tore at Austinâs soul. Rushing over, his mom took his hand and peppered his face with kisses, smoothed back his hair.
âOh, honey, we were so worried. Thank God youâre awake.â
She started to cry, and he awkwardly patted her back, though the IV and bandage on his arm restricted his movement. âIâm okay, Mom.â
âYou almost died, Austin.â Pulling back, she gazed at him, tears running down her still pretty face. âThis is the second time in less than a year weâve almost lost you. My heart canât take any more of this.â
Guilt nearly ripped him in half. âIâm sorry. I didnât mean for this to happen.â
His dad scooted up his momâs chair for her, urging her to sit. Then he moved his own seat closer and put his hand on Austinâs shoulder. âWe know you didnât, son. Losing Ashley and the baby like that, it was too much. Hell, it would be too much for any man to handle, and we never shouldâve left. Not so soon, anyhow.â
He shook his head, and regretted it. The room spun for a few seconds and he waited for things to settle before answering. âNo. I shouldâve been stronger. I never shouldâve let a drop of booze touch my lips when I was so raw and grieving. Once I started, I couldnât seem to stop.â
His momâs lip quivered. âSo you didnât mean to hurt yourself?â
âNo,â he said firmly. âNo way. Iâm
not
suicidal. Iâm grieving, maybe even depressed, but I donât want to die. I want to find the scum who killed Ashley and my son and put him away for good.â
His dad peered deep into his eyes for several long moments, and finally nodded in satisfaction. âI believe you, and I believe
in
you. Youâve got a whole lot of friends who do as well.â
Austin swallowed hard. âEveryone knows?â
âPretty much. Your buddies at the station have circled the wagons, refused to give a statement to the media on your personal situation. A couple of them even cleaned your house.â
Shame warred with gratitude. Right now it was a draw as to which feeling was stronger. âIâll thank them when I get out of here.â
âOh, theyâre not going to wait that long to see you, trust me.â His dadâs mouth curved upward in a small smile. âThey donât want any thanks, thoughâjust for you to get better.â
âA woman has come by a couple of times hoping to see you,â his mother said, studying him closely. âStriking lady, long dark hair. Says her name is Laura.â
Ah. A fishing expedition. He gave his mom a smile. âLaura Eden. Our paths cross through work, and sheâs a friend of sorts.â
âReally? I like her. Sheâs very nice.â
âYes, she is.â He didnât want to give his mom more fuel, and really there wasnât more to tell. Except Lauraâs job, and he might as well be straight with them. âSheâs the medical examiner who works out of Nashville. Her office covers our county because we donât have one of our own.â
It didnât take long for them to put two and two together. His dad spoke first. âSo sheâs working with
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