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HYMAN : No-no. Iâm talking about how she may feel.
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GELLBURG: Listen... Struggles for a moment; now farmly. Iâm wondering if you could put me in touch with somebody.
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GELLBURG: Your wife says I sigh a lot. Does that mean something?
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HYM A N : Could just be tension. Come in when you have a little time, Iâll look you over.... Am I wrong?âyou sound like somethingâs happened...
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GELLBURG : This whole thing is against me ... Attempting a knowing grin. But you know that.
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HYMAN: What happened, why are you saying this?
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GELLBURG: I was late last nightâI had to be in Jersey all afternoon, a problem we have thereâshe was sound asleep. So I made myself some spaghetti. Usually she puts something out for me.
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HYMAN : She has no problem cooking.
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GELLBURG: I told youâshe gets around the kitchen fine in the wheelchair. Flora shops in the morningâthatâs the maid. Although Iâm beginning to wonder if Sylvia gets out and walks around when I leave the house.
HYMAN: Itâs impossible.-She is paralyzed, Phillip, itâs not a trickâsheâs suffering.
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GELLBURG, a sideways glance at Hyman: What do you discuss with her?âYou know, she talks like you see right through her.
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HYMAN, a laugh: I wish I could! We talk about getting her to walk, thatâs all. This thing is not against you, Phillip, believe me. Slight laugh.â I wish you could trust me, kid!
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GELLBURG: The first time we talked you asked me if we ... how many times a week.
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GELLBURG, nods: ... I have a problem sometimes.
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HYMAN : Oh.âWell thatâs fairly common, you know.
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GELLBURG, relieved: You see it often?
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GELLBURG, a tense challenging smile : Ever happen to you?
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HYMAN , surprised: ... Me? Well sure, a few times. Is this something recent?
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GELLBURG: Well ... yes. Recent and also ... breaks off, indicating the past with a gesture of his hand.
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GELLBURG: Yes, I was wondering that.
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HYMAN: Just donât start thinking itâs the end of the world because itâs notâyouâre still a young man. Think of it like the ocean-it goes out but it always comes in again. But the thing to keep in mind is that she loves you and wants you.
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GELLBURG, silently nods for an instant: My sister-in-law Harriet says you were a real hotshot on the beach years ago.
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HYMAN: Years ago, yes.
GELLBURG: I used to wonder if itâs because Sylviaâs the only one I was ever with.
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HYMAN: Why would that matter?
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GELLBURG: I donât know exactlyâit used to prey on my mind that ... maybe she expected more.
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