I knew any of my regular customers, but I wouldnât have expected to be at the top of his list in a crisis.
âIf you can spare a few minutes, Iâd like to talk to you, Cassie,â Cliff said. âAny time thatâs convenient.â His voice was cracked and hoarse as he gave me his cell number.
Curious, as well as eager to help in any way I could, I decided not to wait until I got home. I sat at my desk, surrounded by posters of commemorative stamps of the Civil War, this monthâs special. I looked past the lobby through the double front doors to the outside, still light, and calm as a late-summer afternoon should be. The storm was long gone, but I knew its aftermath was just beginning for some. I took a deep breath and called Cliffâs number.
âThanks for getting back to me, Cassie. I know youâre busy,â he said.
âIf thereâs anything I can do for you, donât hesitate to ask. Iâm so sorry for your loss.â
âThanks,â he said, his voice understandably weak. âI was doing okay at first, you know. Then when I heard . . .â He left unsaid the fact that a murder verdict had compounded his grief over his wifeâs death.
âThis has to be really hard for you. I donât know what to say or how I can help.â
âI do have a favor I want to ask. Can you come by this evening? Or I can go to your place. Or some place neutral if you want.â
I thought a minute. âLetâs meet at Mahicanâs. That way neither of us has to waste time getting drinks or anything.â
Selfish, I admitted to myself. It was less likely that Iâd have to deal with an emotional outburst from a grown manâa beefy one, at thatâif we were in a public place. My psych classes and further training with the USPS went only so far in enabling me to handle extreme distress, which I imagined was Cliffâs current state.
âWhenever you say.â
I looked around and saw nothing urgent on my desk. âA half hour?â I asked.
âIâll see you there. Thanks, Cassie.â
I finished packing up paperwork that I could take care of at home later and prepared myself to meet Cliff. I doubted I could be of help, but I hoped I could at least be a good sounding board if that was what he needed.
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Cliff was at a corner table in Mahicanâs, talking to Jules Edwards, his and Daisyâs accountant, a middle-aged man Iâd met a couple of times in passing. They were head-to-head and seemed quite serious, and I figured that condolences were involved. I wasnât sure if Jules intended to be part of my meeting with Cliff, so I ordered an iced drink at the counter and headed for an empty table where I could wait. Cliff saw me and waved me over.
Jules, maybe an inch taller than my five-nine, greeted me with âHow are you doing, Cassie?â and before I could answer he turned and addressed me over his shoulder as he was leaving. âSee you around,â he said. Not part of the meeting apparently.
Cliff stood, all six feet four of him. His muscles strained the fabric of his army green polo shirt. I put my plastic cup on his table and we shared a brief hug. Iâd often thought that Cliff was the poster boy for a bouncer in a tough neighborhood, except that after a few minutes in his company, everyone knew that he was a gentle man and not about to abuse his gift of physical strength. It was well known that the small-framed Daisy was the more aggressive member of the family, the more involved in community issues, the more likely to speak her mind.
âHe just walks around and carries a big stick,â Daisy often said of her husband.
I pointed to where Jules had been seated and where Iâd placed my mug. âI didnât mean to interrupt,â I said.
âWe were done for now. Daisyâs the one who handled all the finances, for the house as well as the shop.â He
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