are ready for me because I’m sure I’ll be there. Yes, I was going to hell for sure. I’ve never been prudish. If there was a good time to be had you would find me in the center of it. Sydney was a bit more reserved than I was. I for sure was the hellraiser between the two of us. I was always up for trying a new adventure or pushing the limits. I usually dragged Sydney right along with me, reluctantly, most of the time. But we made a good pair. She was my bestie, my rock, the person I turned to for everything and counted on in more ways than one. Sure I had thought about not telling her about my sexcapades last night, but how could I not? It felt like if I didn’t share it with her then it wasn’t real.
Syd was going to flip her fucking lid though. One, I had a threesome and two, it was with her future brother in laws. One that I might just have a strong soul gripping attraction to.
Following the yummy smells coming from the kitchen, I tried to dry up my tears and pull myself together. I knew once I started talking I would end up being a big blubbering mess.
I walked into the kitchen and Sydney was hard at work frying up some bacon. I didn’t see baby Lucy around, nor did I see Damien. She lifted her head from the stove and froze. The tears instantly hit the back of my eyelids and I lost it right there in front of her.
“Bee, what’s wrong?” She stared at me with concern.
“Well, let’s see.” I started ticking the items off on my fingers. “One, last night I cheated on my now pissed off boyfriend. Not with one man but with…” I held up two fingers. “Two men. Both of which happened to be your future brother in laws.”
Her jaw hit the floor, then a huge smile spread across her face. “Go on.” This had to be the best gossip since Jennifer Aniston and Brad Pitt.
“I might have told Justice I was his.” A tear slipped down my cheek. “And I’m pretty sure I got knocked up. That should about cover things in my fucked up morning.” I stood there waiting for her to rush over to me, pull me into her arms, and tell me that everything was going to be okay, but she didn’t. She stood there looking a little stunned and highly curious.
“So not to complicate things, but whose baby would it be?” she asked inquisitively.
“Justice’s,” I said firmly. “I only had sex with Justice. Reeve and I did other things.” Things that took me from sobbing mess to making my body quiver.
“Um ‘k. So what’s the problem? You got rid of Jensen. Which I might add is the best news of the day and you love kids. We can have kids close in age now.” She paused for a moment and then cleared her throat. “Did the condom break or something?”
“Actually, Mister Brilliant didn’t use one. Twice, I might add. I was so caught up in the moment with my wits spread all over the room that I didn’t even think about it or notice. It just felt so damn good.” I had to grin a little bit, thinking about how good it felt. While Reeve had the magic tongue, Justice was a master at his game. And when I said game, I meant sex.
“That good huh?” She grinned at me like she knew already.
“Yeah, it was mind blowing.” I let a small smile escape my lips but it was quickly stolen by thoughts of what I had done.
“Again I ask, what’s the problem?” She looked so confused. We were both blondes but I think she was having a moment. I walked over to the stove and stole a piece of bacon that she had just cooked.
“I’m just not a good person, Syd. Why would God give me a baby when I am clearly fucked up? I’m a cheater and I just might happen to like the guy that I cheated with.” Just thinking about him made my heart skip a beat.
“So you like Justice.” She raised an eyebrow in question.
I knew she was going to flip out but I had to be honest with her. “Isn’t it obvious? We have only been skirting around these feelings for a while now. I’m just so drawn to him.” I sucked my bottom lip between my