getting back with him. Iâve left him messages. Dropped by his motherâs house, but he never responds to any of my advances. I know after five months itâs time for me to try and move on, but itâs hard.
I reached in the back of my closet looking for something to wear. I hadnât been out in months and it was definitely time for me to get out of the house. With Ron and Portia both gone, unless I was spending time with Calvin, I was usually bored and lonely. Yep, I was definitely ready to get a drink. Who knows, maybe Iâll meet someone new tonight to take Ron off my mind.
Yeah, right.
In a small town like Columbia, Missouri, there wasnât anyone worth meeting because chances were they had already gone through half the skanks in town. And after my breakup with Ron, I wasnât sure if I was ready to handle another thug just yet. Right now I needed a dependable, no-stress relationship, and that was Calvin.
Speaking of Calvin . . . I glanced over at the clock. He was prompt and should be calling just about . . . now. I reached over and grabbed the phone before the second ring.
âHello, may I please speak to Danielle?â
I rolled my eyes. He knew good and damn well I was the only one living in the house. I didnât know why he always tried to act all professional and shit. Sometimes it pissed me off so much.
âHey, Calvin. Howâs the conference?â
âLong and boring.â Heâs a university police officer and was in California attending a CSI training seminar. âI canât wait to get back and hold you.â
I smiled. âMe either.â
âWhat do you have planned this weekend?â
âMe and the girls are going out tonight.â
âDonât have too much fun,â he warned with laughter in his voice.
âI wonât. Are you doing anything fun tonight?â
âMe and a couple of the boys are going out and Reginaâs tagging along.â
I chuckled. Regina was the new administrative assistant in the department and had a mad crush on Calvin. âMaybe I need to be worried about you being in Cali with another woman,â I teased.
âSweetheart, you donât have to worry. Thereâs only one woman for me.â His voice sounded sexy as hell. âI canât wait to get back on Sunday. I hope youâre ready.â
âReady for what?â I asked as if I didnât already know.
âYou know what.â
I chuckled. âIâll be ready.â
âGood. Iâll call you tomorrow, love.â
âOkay.â
Calvin was such a nice guy. And so faithful that I never had to worry about him messing around. Regina didnât have a chance in hell of taking my man from me. Damn, if only I could love him the way he deserved. Weâve been together over six months and Iâm crazy about him and the sex is good, but my feelings for him are nothing like what I felt for Ron. If I could feel like that with Calvin, I would have the perfect man. I wanted that heart-stopping, canât-be-without-my-man feeling that I used to have. I like a man who knows the streets and doesnât have a problem telling me what he wants in and out of bed. Iâm not sure if anything other than a thug would ever do. Some people saw it as a problem. I saw it as simply having a preference.
6
Renee
Tonight was not at all like I had planned. Kayla didnât want to go out because she was going to spend the evening with her fiancé, and Nadine and Jordan were too busy making baby plans. What the fuck! Couldnât either of them put their lovers aside for just one night so that the four of us could hang out for old timesâ sake, but noooo, and I had to go out with Danielle by my damn self. I knew the minute I told her the other two werenât going what club she was going to pick.
Athenaâs.
I canât stand that place, but without my cheering team to back me up, it was either go with her or
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