been honest with her and she must have seen through it.
Thatâs the reason and itâs my own fault. I should have visited her more often. Maybe if I had spent more time with her, our relationship would have blossomed instead of fading like this. To hell with going to the ice; Iâll head to Twillingate and throw myself at her feet.
No, time had run out. He couldnât let Simeon down after he had worked so hard to get him a berth. What a mess! The first love of his life was slipping through his fingers and he was powerless to do anything about it.
But wait. There was one thing he could do. If he couldnât go to Twillingate, he could at least write to her and ask her to wait until he returned. Yes, he would write her a letter. She couldnât just say no after keeping him waiting all this time, and expect him to take it without standing his ground.
There were some things she had a right to know, too, and he would lay all that out. He started rooting around for a piece of paper.
chapter eight
Within an hour of their departure the next morning the men were marching along the ice in a long line. Henry was silent but Simeonâs new companions were a gabby pair.
âIt was just like the glass, sir!â Dorman revelled to Selb, speaking of his trip with Simeon last year. âJust before we left, we had a mild spell with a little drop of rain to melt the snow off the iceânice soft rain. Then she turned coldâno wind now, just coldâso when the water froze it set up as smooth as the top of Walt Clarkâs bald head. The whole bay just stretched away, like a big pane of glass. We put on our skates and were in Lewisporte by dark that evening.â
âI minds it well,â Selb replied. âWe skated over to Samsonâs Island to see Titus and his family. There was people goinâ everywhere. We even had a crowd over from Whaleâs Gulch.
âBut, you know, âtwas a good thing that mild weather didnât come a week or two later, when fellers was way offshore on the whelping ice. You wouldnât want rain fallinâ and havinâ it turn cold when youâre soakinâ wet and miles away from shelter.â
Simeon spoke for the first time since they left Cottles Island. âSelb, you got your money for gettinâ back if you donât get a berth?â
âOh, yes.â
âYouâll get a berth, Selb,â Dorman reassured him, with his usual confidence. âWith Simeon speakinâ for you, you canât go wrong.â
âI can only do what I can do. Weâll have to see,â Simeon replied. âThereâs a lot of sealers that donât get a berth these years, good reliable men with families to feed. I heard there was hundreds stuck in St. Johnâs last year after the fleet put out. They were in a bad way, too: no berth aboard a ship, no work and no money to get back home. And youâd be worse off than most of them, having over two hundred miles to cover.â
âSimeon, bây, quit your worryinâ!â said Dorman. âI got no doubt but that your say-so will get Selb aboard one of them vessels.â
âWell, you just got to be prepared for the worse, thatâs all Iâm sayinâ,â Simeon replied.
âHow many skippers want you on their vessel? I hear three was after you. Youâre one of the best master watches on the Front. Youâve never lost a man, right? Thereâs not a sealer knows you that wouldnât want to be in your watch.â
âTimes are tough, Darmy. Iâm not a magician.â
âThanks for taking me along, Simeon,â said Selb. âI feel honoured to be going to the ice with you. Darmy told me you were even in the English Navy.â
Simeon laughed. âIf youâre honoured to be with me, then you havenât seen many important people in your life.â
âHow did you get to be a master watch, Simeon?â Selb
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