braved looking in the mirror. I looked awful andâ
âYour face is all red and blotchy, Samantha.â
Sheâd followed me into the bathroom. Awesome. And she was right â I was all red and blotchy, with dark circles under my eyes and a most tragic, pained expression on my face. I looked back down at my hand. I was in pain. Stupid, stupid Sam.
âI havenât seen you for a while, Rebecca.â I looked in the mirror again. There was a total of zero freckles.
There was a small pause as Rebecca no doubt considered whether or not to return to her original question of why I was asleep with a desk lamp pointed at my face, minutes away from burning the house down.
âI was in the area,â she sniffed.
Good, she was dropping the lamp. But I could hear her âpoor meâ tone loud and clear. I was in the area because I wasnât with my boyfriend. If I was, Iâd have no reason to come to this dump but as it is Iâm terribly lonely. Yes, I could imagine exactly what was going through my sisterâs mind.
âRight.â My hand was freezing cold and starting to cramp up. I had a headache. Rebecca wasnât going anywhere fast. I turned the tap off and dried my hand. That would have to do.
âShall we have a cuppa then?â I sighed and motioned Rebecca out of the room ahead of me. If I was sure of one thing it was that I wasnât entertaining Rebecca on my own. Mara and Ed could damn well help water her down. It was the least they could do, having lucked out so ridiculously in the sibling lottery.
The windows in the kitchen were fogged up. A cauldron of soup was simmering away on the hob, and Mara was at the kitchen bench surrounded by mounds of vegetables and dirty dishes. She withdrew her hand from inside the carcass of a chicken and waved fingers smeared in stuffing at Rebecca, who gave her a strained smile.
âShe rises,â Ed said cheerfully.
I grunted at him.
âWhat happened to your face?â
âDonât talk to me.â
Ed shrugged and turned his attention to Rebecca.
âSo what are you doing with yourself these days?â he asked her, pulling out a seat for her. I saw Rebecca relax instantly. Not a lot of course, because she never does relax like normal human beings, but Ed was definitely making her feel at home. My memory of him being a bit awkward at times really was way off. I glanced at Mara but she had her back to everyone, quite obviously trying to ignore the polite murmuring at the table while doing something complicated with the chicken.
âIâve applied for a new job, for the firm Claudia works for,â Rebecca said a little louder, glancing at me briefly to make sure I was paying attention, and added, âas PA to the head of marketing.â
I was lining cups along the bench with my left hand and concentrating on counting them to keep my mouth shut.
âSounds exciting,â Ed said, actually sounding interested.
âYes, he seems like a really nice man.â
âWhatâs his name?â I asked.
âJohn Morgan.â
A snort escaped. John Morgan! I couldnât believe it.
âWhatâs so funny?â She honed in on me then â she would love nothing better than some juicy gossip.
âOh nothing.â I wasnât about to give away Claudiaâs connection to him. Especially not to Rebecca, who would surely manage to make it work to her advantage. She stared at me as I set her tea down in front of her.
âIs that skimmed milk in there?â she asked.
I didnât answer her. There was an uncomfortable silence as I picked my own cup up and joined them at the table.
âAre you staying for supper?â Ed asked her then.
I froze, my cup hovering between the table and my lips.
âWell, I only popped by for a cup of tea really . . .â Rebecca smiled sweetly at him, more than a little expectantly.
I tried to think of something to say to put her