that mean Charlie could see right through me last night and see how desperately excited I was to see him? And wouldnât that send him running?
My phone. A text.
âSee? Thatâs probably Mara now, just confirming that when she looked in your eyes this morning, she could tell youâd been with Charlie the night before.â
I laughed and swiped my screen.
âI didnât see herââ
I stopped. My heart stopped. It was him.
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Thanks for a great night. It was gorgeous seeing u again. Hope we can do it again soon Cx
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âNice!â Claudia pronounced. She had leant over and read it upside down.
My heart was racing and my finger was so shaky it could barely make contact with the screen to press reply.
âUh-uh,â Claudia said. âNot yet.â
I withdrew my finger. âNot yet?â
âMake him wait until youâve finished breakfast.â
âAfter breakfast,â I murmured. I read it one more time. OK, five times.
It was gorgeous seeing you again.
BANG! BANG! BANG! went my heart.
But Claudia was right; she was the mistress of this stuff. So reluctantly I flipped the cover on the phone shut.
Claudiaâs breakfast arrived, pancakes with blueberries and maple syrup. I stared at it.
âWhat? A girl canât have a little comfort now and then?â Claudia asked me, sounding slightly defensive, something she never is. Strange.
âI wasnât thinking about your food, Claud,â I said. âI just donât know what to do about Charlie.â
âWhat do you mean do? Just enjoy it.â
âBut what will my Mum and Dad think? They werenât exactly devastated when we broke up.â
Claudia laughed. âWhatâs there to tell? Youâre not about to walk down the aisle â youâre just having a little fun. God, Sam, lighten up.â
âIâm not uptight!â I resented that.
âWell, maybe not compared to your sister or Mara but, babe, you could just let yourself go and have a bit of fun without worrying about the future.â Claudia waggled a finger at me.
Rebecca. I grimaced. That mincing, eyelash-batting minx of a sister. When Charlie used to visit, Rebecca was nine and known as Becky. She would watch out for him arriving and rush upstairs to put on her prettiest dress, a pink tutu. She would then make her grand entrance, twirling into the room and ending, without fail, on Charlieâs lap, her famous eyelashes going nineteen to the dozen. Those damn eyelashes â I ground my teeth â have remained the only generous thing about her. What would Rebecca do these days around Charlie? And then I smiled. Actually telling Rebecca about who I was seeing again could be fun. If indeed I was seeing him, of course . . . But even to casually mention I had been out on a date, implying there had been smooching, would be very satisfying indeed. Have some fun, Claudia said. Oh yes, I thought, I think that could just be possible.
A little later, Claudia put her knife and fork regretfully onto her plate.
âYou havenât finished!â I was shocked.
âI know.â For a moment, Claudia looked almost . . . well, you could only describe it as sad. And Claudia was never sad.
âAre you OK, Claud?â
Claudia took a deep breath and she straightened her shoulders.
âOf course I am,â she said quickly, âI just havenât got my usual appetite at the moment. Now how was Mara yesterday?â She was changing the subject.
âMara?â I asked. âShe was still jumpy yesterday. I donât know whatâs going on. Actually I was wondering if she isnât well and thatâs why Edâs home early?â I suggested, remembering the brainwave Iâd had in the shower.
Claudia frowned. âIt doesnât sound right to me. I think itâs Ed sheâs worried about.â
âYes, I thought that too but now Iâm not so sure.â I pictured
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