male waited behind in the ash tree until she had nearly disappeared from view, and then he plunged from the branch, swept close to the porch where Uncle Nate sat, and rose in the air to follow his mate.
âLucky old thing,â Uncle Nate repeated.
Beyond the ash tree was a rose garden: twenty bushes planted by Uncle Nate the year that baby Rose died. Aunt Jessie loved those roses. She could see them from her bedroom window, and that summer, she and I would walk through them, counting the blooms.
When the first frost came in November, Aunt Jessie fretted. She stared out the window at the few remaining blossoms, stiff and matted with frost. âTheyâll all die soon,â she said. It sent a shiver through me.
Each year after that, she was thrilled in the spring when the first rosebud appeared, and each year, with the arrival of winter, she became dejected all over again, as if she didnât believe or didnât remember that spring would come again.
Several years after Uncle Nate had planted the roses, I was with my family one Saturday at a store in Chocton. Each of us kids had a dollar. The boys were sifting through the candy, May and Gretchen were at the makeup counter, and Bonnie and I were wandering around the store, unable to make up our minds what to choose. Then I saw it. It was perfect: a red plastic rose on a stiff green stem. I bought it and kept it in my closet until October, when I snuck it into the rosebushes in the yard, tying it to a branch.
When Aunt Jessie started to fret over the frost and the dying buds, Iâd say, each morning, âThereâs still a few left,â and, finally, âThereâs still one left.â She didnât seem impressed and said, âItâll be dead soon.â
By December, after weâd had two snowfalls, she could no longer ignore the single rose still blooming in the garden. On one of our walks, she headed for the bushes. âI want to see this rose,â she said. I tried to discourage her, tried to pull her in another direction, but she was determined. She reached across the bush in front and touched my plastic rose.
âWhat?â she said, tugging at it. âWhatâ?â She pulled it loose, and the look on her face Iâll never forget: such disappointment, such dismay. She threw the rose to the ground. âItâs fake! Who would do such a mean and nasty thing?â
My own face must have betrayed my guilt.
âYou?â she said. âYou did that? How could you?â
I ran to the barn, ashamed and confused.
Later, she apologized, saying that she knew I hadnât meant to hurt her, that I must have thought it would please her. She didnât know why she had reacted the way she did. âI so much wanted that rose to be alive ,â she said.
Shortly afterward, she restored the red plastic rose to the rose garden, and it has bloomed there year round ever since, faded nearly to white, but still there. When Aunt Jessie died, Uncle Nate bought a second plastic rose and added it to the other one in the rose garden.
One day shortly after Jake had visited, I came around the side of the house and saw Uncle Nate sitting on the porch. I heard him say, âNow whose little baby are you, sugar pie? Whereâs your mama? Ainât nobody keeping an eye on you, little darlinâ?â
He was talking to Poke, the turtle, who was sitting in the middle of the porch.
âItâs a turtle, Uncle Nate,â I said.
He leaned over and examined it. âI knew it,â he said. âWhereâs the other one?â
âWhat other one?â
âDonât be a noodle,â Uncle Nate said. âThis-here turtle is all by his lonesome. He needs a mate. You tell Jake I said so.â
Two days later, Poke was missing, and Ben was frantic. âThe box is empty! Someone stole Poke!â He looked under bushes, trees, and the porch, as if Poke might have suddenly taken wing and flown out of