didnât even watch TV or go on his computer much.
By mid-August, J.T.âs dark hair had grown back in and the ankle bracelet was gone. Kateâs bunny had grown big enough to need a wire cage and had to be moved outside. He was getting around just fine on three legs, but still, Kate kept lots of hay and even a small piece of old carpeting in his cage so he had something soft to hop on. Jess wanted Kate to go shopping for school clothes at the mall in Annapolis, but everything was more expensive there, and Kate had to tell her she couldnât go. Instead, Grandma took all three of the kids to the Walmart in Easton for clothes and school supplies. J.T. didnât have to checkin with his probation officer as often, so no one worried when it all took longer than theyâd planned, and they decided to stop for pizza on the way home. They all laughed when Kerry said, âI want juth,â and had to repeat herself three times before anyone could figure out she meant âjuice.â Even Kerry giggled, flashing her missing-front-teeth smile.
Only one person wasnât there. Kate quickly texted her mother as their meal arrived:
Weâll bring pizza home
, so you donât have
to cook.
New school clothes. Dinner out. Laughter. Under the table, Kate tapped her hands together and was quietly grateful. This was how her life used to be. This was how it was supposed to be. It had a name, too:
norma
l
. And normal had never felt so good, Kate thought while carefully picking the pepperoni off her slice of pizza.
But then came the first day of school.
~5~
FAR FROM HEAVENLY
W e have a lot to cover this year. So be forewarned. This class is
no
t
a social hour!â Kateâs new English teacher, Mrs. Langley, looked up from her notes and flashed a threatening look at the class over her reading glasses.
Kate was listening. She wanted to work hard. She
had
to do well. Ever since sheâd started going to public school, bringing home a good report card was about the only thing that made her mother even a little bit proud of her. âStraight Aâs,â her mother might actually say with the glimmer of a smile and her eyes connecting with Kateâs. âGood job.â And yet Kate was distracted and anxious, because the first day of high school was not what she had envisioned.
The shoes were the first clue. Kate should have paid more attention. All those niggling doubts about the way she looked came flooding back. She had read the dress code on the website. It said âno flip-flops, no slippers, and no bare feet.â So she figured sneakers would be okay. They were newâplain white, comfy, and inexpensive. Grandma was delighted sheâd found such a great deal. Kate hadnât thought much about them until a girl on the bus made a weird face. âOff brand,â she heard the girl say before she and her friend grunted and laughed behindtheir hands.
But it was true. No one was wearing sneakers like hersânone of the girls, anyway. Most of themâincluding Jessâwere wearing flip-flops!
During second class, Honors English, Kate was still beating herself up over it. She had wanted this day to be perfect. Why hadnât she talked to Jess about this? Why hadnât Jess
said
something? Was it because Kate hadnât gone shopping with her?
âEach and every student in this room needs to come preparedâbe on time and ready to work.â Mrs. Langley continued.
It didnât help that Kateâs heart was still pounding from the run to class either. Sheâd gotten lost in the upstairs hallway and had almost been late. Somehow sheâd had the wrong room number in her headâand it was a long way from 213 to 109!
Nervous, Kate twisted several strands of her shoulder-length hair with her index finger and thumb. It wasnât just the shoes either. She should have done something with her hair, too. She should have straightened it. But she hated the flat