threw around the class of forty naughty infants. He fought then in street scuffles, and, when he grew up, in bars and pubs from here to Nagasaki. His anger dwindled, and at Mildney wrestling was an armchair sport. He watched it every Saturday with the boys. Giant Haystacks and Big Daddy were his favourites and he leaned towards the screen, searching with his hand for the ashtray in the gloom of the playroom. He always shut the curtains when he was watching television.
âMarvellous. Itâs fiendish, almost Chinese.â No praise could be higher, and he nudged Flook to attention as two fat thugs splattered one another across the ring.
Patrick mended bikes with copper wire and masking tape and endless optimism. He and his brother had built cars together as young men. They raced one across Texas once with the Earl of Dunlane.
Va Va wobbled off on her bicycle. âThatâs dandy,â said Patrick, but she tumbled a moment later when the injured wheelbuckled again. His spanner set was prized beyond anything he owned. Wrath gathered in an instant cloud if any went missing. âOne of you has stolen it.â He glared round the yard. âYou can damn well find it or else â¦â Flook ran up to him and pulled the spanner from the pocket of Patrickâs jeans. Fury vanished. âCleverest bambino, you deserve a prize.â And reaching for his cigarette packet, Patrick pulled out the silver foil and made a tiny goblet for Flook. âThis is the cup that the Knights of the Round Table drank from,â he said.
âNo itâs not. You just made it.â
Patrick looked down his long nose. âIt is magic, young man.â Flook howled with laughter, bent double over his crumpled goblet.
Chapter 15
Daddy was very upset by Flookâs illness. He usually only went into the Drinking Room on Saturdays, but while Mummy was at the hospital he drifted in every evening and stood, shoulders hunched, staring into the cold fireplace. Louise left her children with her mother and came to look after us, but I thought Daddy needed more care. I peered through the crack in the door at dusk, worried that he might be lonely. He was looking out towards the river, one arm raised to the top of the window frame. Through the small panes of glass clouds bowled across a sky dark with approaching storms. Daddy turned round and saw me. âCome in, my love, come in.â The Drinking Room seemed forlorn with just Daddy and no fire lit, and although I hated drinking evenings, I wished Daddy had someone there to cheer him up.
âDaddy, are you all right?â
He smiled and pulled me over to him. âIâm keeping company with Bacchus and some old ghosts,â he said. âI miss your Mummy.â
I sat down in a deep armchair. âSheâll be back soon.â I curled up and leaned my cheek against the soft density of velvet. âFlook really is getting better now, isnât he?â
Daddy poured a splash of Martini and some water into his glass and raised it. âYes, thank Christ. He is better. But he has paid with the loss of innocence.â
Louise came in. âNow Patrick, what stories are you telling this poor child?â She sounded a little flirtatious, deliberately light-hearted, like all Mummyâs friends when they talked to Daddy.
Daddy looked at her and didnât speak. He drank some Martini and still he didnât speak. He winked at me. âA tiny discussion about Life and Love and the great Hereafter,â he said in his most professorial tones.
Louise laughed. âWell, itâs supper-time, so come and have some spaghetti.â
âDear God, these women are frightening,â Daddy whispered to me as we followed Louise. âBut what can I do? Your Mummy has left her orders, and we must obey her.â
Chapter 16
June 1986
Brodie and Flook became taller than Dad without anyone noticing them grow. They were stringy and clumsy, and nearly twenty.