points him in the direction of the house, he thinks about the way she sits in the picture windowâEdâs windowâinvisible in the dark and watches the movies. He stares at the window, perplexed by his own feelings, without knowing that Marian is staring back.
Watching this man. Wishing she could speak up, wondering if she ever will. And where would she go if she were to speak up and ruin things, frighten Willard half to death and drown the two of them in awkwardness? Her life would be over if she had to leave. She follows Willardâs dark shadow as he turns another circle like a man who has lost his way and is trying to remember the tricks of navigation. She watches the firefly light of his cigarette, disappearing and then appearing again as he turns, turns in the darkness.
Crash
The Dolsonsâ yardlight is one of the ones that Willard can see north of town. The Dolson houseâwhich of course Willard canât seeâhas the same vinyl siding as his own house. It had galled old Mrs. Dolson to no end when she realized sheâd been taken in by a confidence man with coloured brochures and a promise of siding longevity. As the siding began to lift and snap in the wind and her calls to the sales company remained unanswered and finally they wouldnât go through at all because the phone had been disconnected, Mrs. Dolsonâs disappointment at her own gullibility caused her finally to agree to her husbandâs retirement plan, and the old couple moved to the West Coast a dozen years ago and left the farming operation to their son, Blaine, and his wife, Vicki. And no sooner had the senior Dolsons settled in a condominium complex in Nanaimo than Mr. Dolson died, and now Mrs. Dolson lives near Blaineâs sister in Vancouver and shows no interest in returning to her former home, even for a visit, because she just canât bear to see what has become of it in Vickiâs care. Itâs convenient to blame Vicki for the siding mistake.
The Dolsonsâ three-bedroom bungalow was built about the same time as Willardâs to replace the original farmhouse that was old and small and did not reflect the prosperity of the times. The new house (not so new any more) sits three hundred yards off the grid road, surrounded on three sides by trees lovingly planted by Blaineâs mother: poplars, Manitoba maples, even a weeping birch that has somehow survived the arid conditions of this part of the country. The house faces the road and from the living room window you can see the barn that is now pretty much unused, a rail corral, and a half-acre pen that is home to Blaineâs horse, the only one he has left. In front of the house is a miraculous plum tree, of which Blaineâs mother was exceedingly proud. South of the house is the vegetable garden, enclosed by chicken wire to protect it from the deer. The fact that it is still bountiful is perhaps more miraculous than the plum tree, since the gardens throughout the district are sparse, even non-existent, thanks to drought and grasshoppers. Vickiâs garden is rich with produce. No one can figure it out. She plants in the spring and then forgets to water and never has time to weed. And the grasshoppers seem to have passed Vickiâs garden by as they devoured everyone elseâs. Her own theory is that grasshoppers donât like weeds. Theyâve cruised the country looking for the weed-free gardens, she tells Blaine, which is why itâs a good idea not to weed a garden. âHa ha,â she says. âItâs a joke.â Blaineâwho remembers the neat garden his mother was famous forâdoesnât laugh.
Blaineâs parents had three children and the house was a perfect size for their family, but itâs a tight fit for Blaine and Vicki, who have six kids. Until today, the boys shared one bedroom and the girls the other. Whatâs different about today (or technically, yesterday) is that Shiloh, the oldest and