Sean. The middle row was filled with Karl, Julie and Thompson; Rick and Phil clambered in the front with Denny.
It was so pleasant to be sitting down in circumstances that didnât require polite chatter. Rue closed her eyes as the van sped down the long driveway. As they drove back to the city, it seemed a good idea to keep her eyes closed. Now, if she could just prop her head against something...
She woke up when the van came to a stop and the dome light came on. She straightened and yawned. She turned her head to examine her pillow, and found that sheâd been sleeping with her head on Seanâs shoulder. Megan was smiling at her. âYou were out like a light,â she said cheerfully.
âHope I didnât snore,â Rue said, trying hard to be nonchalant about the fact that sheâd physically intruded on her partner.
âYou didnât, but Karl did,â Thompson said, easing his way out of the van and stretching once he was on the sidewalk.
âI only breathe loudly,â Karl said, and Julie laughed.
âYou gotta be the only vampire in the world who takes naps and snores,â she said, but to take any sting out of her words, she gave him a hug.
Rueâs eyes met Seanâs. His were quite unreadable. Though sheâd had such a good time with him before they had danced at the Jaslowsâ, he was wearing his usual shuttered look.
âIâm sorry if you were uncomfortable the whole way back,â she said. âI didnât realize I was so tired.â
âIt was fine,â he said, and got out, holding out a hand to help her emerge. He unlocked the studio door; Karl and Thompson began unloading the sound system and the dancers set the costumes on a bench outside Sylviaâs office. Denny drove off in the empty van.
The small group split up, Megan and Julie getting in the cab theyâd called, Karl and Thompson deciding to go to Bissonetâs, the bar where Hallie worked. âWhy donât you come, Sean?â Karl asked. âYou could use some type O.â
âNo, thanks,â Sean said.
âShowing your usual wordy, flowery turn of phrase.â Karl was smiling.
âIâll see Rue home,â Sean said.
âAlways the gentleman,â Thompson said, not too fondly. âSean, sometimes you act like youâve got a poker up your ass.â
Sean shrugged. He was clearly indifferent to Thompsonâs opinion.
Thompsonâs fangs ran halfway out.
Rue and Karl exchanged glances. In that moment, Rue could tell that Karl was worried about a quarrel between the other two vampires, and she took Seanâs arm. âIâm ready,â she said, and actually gave him a little tug as she started walking north. Seanâs good manners required that he set off with her. They took the first two blocks at a good pace, and then turned to stand at the bus stop.
âWhat frightened you?â he said so suddenly that she started.
She knew instantly what he was talking about: the seconds at the party when sheâd thought sheâd seen an all-too-familiar face. But she couldnât believe heâd noticed her fear. She hadnât missed a beat or a step. âHowâd you know?â she whispered.
âI know you,â he said with a quiet intensity that centered her attention on him. âI can feel what you feel.â
She looked up at him. They were under a streetlight, and she could see him with a stark clarity. Rue struggled inside herself with what she could safely tell him. He was waiting for her to speak, to share her burden with him. Still, she hesitated. She was out of the habit of confiding; but she had to be honest about how safe she felt when she was with Sean, and she could not ignore how much sheâd begun to look forward to spending time with him. The relief from fear, from worry, from her sense of being damaged, was like warm sun shining on her face.
He could feel her growing trust; she could