although Gillian was already looking. âWhat do you see?â
âSomebody with a bad haircut?â
âWrong. You see somebody whoâs brave. Strong. Out there. Unique. Individualist. And, incidentally, gorgeous.â
âOh, please.â But she
did
look different. Under the ragged St. Joan bob, her cheekbones seemed to stand out more; she looked older, more sophisticated. And there was color in her cheeks.
âBut itâs still all uneven.â
âWe can get it smoothed out tomorrow. The important thing is that you took the first step yourself. By the way, youâd better learn to stop blushing. A girl as beautiful as you has to get used to compliments.â
âYouâre a funny kind of angel.â
âI told you, itâs part of the job. Now letâs see what youâve got in your closet.â
An hour later, Gillian was in bed again. This time, under the covers. She was tired, dazed, and very happy.
âSleep fast,â the angel said. âYouâve got a big day tomorrow.â
âYes. But wait.â Gillian tried to keep her eyes open. âThere were some things I forgot to ask you.â
âAsk.â
âThat crying I heard in the woodsâthe reason I went in. Was it a kid? And are they okay?â
There was a brief pause before he answered. âThat information is classified. But donât worry,â he added. âNobodyâs hurtânow.â
Gillian opened one eye at him, but it was clear he wasnât going to say any more. âOkay,â she said reluctantly. âAnd the other thing wasâI
still
donât know what to call you.â
âI told you. Angel.â
Gillian smiled, and was immediately struck by a jaw-cracking yawn. âOkay. Angel.â She opened her eyes again. âWait. One more thingâ¦â
But she couldnât think of it. There had been some other mystery sheâd wanted to ask about, something that had to do with Tanya, with Tanya and blood. But she couldnât summon it up.
Oh, well. Sheâd remember later. âI just wanted to sayâthank you.â
He snorted. âYou can say it anytime. Get this through your head, kid: Iâm not going anywhere. Iâll be here tomorrow morning.â He began to hum a Blind Melon song. ââIâll always be there when you wakeâ¦.â Yeah, yeah, yeah.â
Gillian felt warm, protected⦠loved. She fell asleep smiling.
⢠⢠â¢
The next morning she woke early and spent a long time in the bathroom. She came down the stairs feeling self-conscious and light-headedâliterally. With her hair gone, her neck felt as if it were floating. She braced herself as she walked into the kitchen.
Neither of her parents was there, even though her father was usually having breakfast by now. Instead, a girl with dark hair was sitting at the kitchen table, bent closely over a calculus textbook.
âAmy!â
Amy glanced up and blinked. She squinted, blinked again, then jumped up, standing an inch taller than Gillian. She moved forward, her eyes huge.
Then she screamed.
CHAPTER 6
âYour hair!â Amy screamed. âGillian, your
hair
! What did you
do
to it?â
Amyâs own hair was short, cropped close in back and full in front. She had large, limpid blue eyes that always looked as if she were about to cry, because she was nearsighted but couldnât wear contacts and wouldnât wear glasses. Her face was sweet and usually anxious; just now it looked more anxious than normal.
Gillian put a self-conscious hand to her head. âDonât you like it?â
âI donât know! Itâs gone!â
âThis is true.â
âBut
why
?â
âCalm down, Amy.â (If this is the way everybodyâs going to react, I think Iâm in trouble.) Gillian had discovered that she could talk to Angel without moving her lips and that he could answer in her head.