and the room dims. But when his brothers arrive, she fades. Heâs realized that the uncovered new bulb above is too brightâthe unnatural light obscures her. Darkness would reveal her to him.
It wasnât in the lightning bolts that he saw her that first night. It was in the dead black lulls between them.
Twilightâs coming. Which means if his brothers will stay away, he would be closer with each minute to discovering what she looks like. Heâs hungry for the sight of her, hands clenching and unclenching behind his back in anticipation.
5
A m I reaching or does he seem much better?â Nikolai asked when the three traced into the room.
âHe doesnât appear asâ¦disordered,â Sebastian said.
As if to prove them wrong, Conrad began to mutter unintelligibly in a language Néomi had never heard, his gaze darting to the window.
âWhy donât you try to talk to him alone?â Murdoch said. When Nikolai nodded, Murdoch and Sebastian left.
Nikolai set the thermos on the nightstand, then pulled up a folding chair, turning it around to sit astraddle. Néomi loved it when men sat that way. His voice low, he said, âWhere have you been, brother?â
Brother . She was still startled at the idea that Conrad was part of their family. Sebastian seemed determined and studious, Murdoch was quiet and mysterious, and Nikolai was authoritative like the general he was. In contrast, the madman was aggressive and struck her as dishonorable, as if in a stand-up fight between gentlemen, heâd fling dirt in his opponentâs eyes.
âWhat do you want with me?â Conrad abruptly grated. âWhy havenât you killed me?â
Seeming surprised by the interaction, Nikolai said, âThatâs not our intention.â
âWhat isâto drug and starve me?â
Nikolai shot to his feet for the thermos. âIâve some blood here. Will you drink?â He quickly opened the top and poured into the attached cup.
Néomi saw that the liquid was thick and dark. When it made a glug-glug sound, she wondered if it was possible for her to vomit.
âYou feeding me blood.â Conradâs tone was scathing. âHow familiar .â
Nikolai seemed to stifle a wince at that, but then he brought the cup to Conradâs lips.
Drinking. Blood. Conrad accepted obediently, drawing deep.
I want to vomit â
He spit a mouthful at Nikolai, hitting him in the face. Then he laughed, a rough, sinister sound. His red eyes brimmed with a hatred so virulent, Néomi believed that only death would cure it.
Nikolai wiped his face with his shirttail. When he seemed to draw on an unearthly supply of patience, Néomi felt sympathy for him. How much he must care for his brother to tolerate this. Nikolai didnât strike her as a normally forgiving male.
Of course, Néomi didnât bother hiding her disgusted expression. Strangely, when Conradâs eyes darted in her direction, she could swear he became more restless. Then his gaze slid to the window once more.
âBagged blood is all youâre going to get,â Nikolai said. âIf you donât drink it, then you go without.â
âI hunt. I feed from the vein. Unlike you unmanned traitors,â Conrad bit out, facing him again. âI know you hide me from your king. Your Russian king. Heâll execute you for thisâfavored general or not.â
âPossibly. So you know the risk we take.â
âWhy?â
âWe want to help youââ
âLike you did last time!â Conrad bellowed, wrestling against the chain that trapped him to the bed, those tremendous muscles straining.
Undaunted, Nikolai continued, âWeâre going to help you combat your bloodlust.â
âNever.â Conradâs bloody fangs seemed to sharpen. âNo one comes back. The red on my eyes will never go away.â
âIt would if I bled you out, drained you completely dry.