you when Iâm not even there to defend myself. Well, I was going to invite you down during your spring break but under the circumstances, maybe that just wonât work out.â
He had been thinking about inviting me down to Florida for spring break? Why hadnât he said so before?
âWhat do you mean?â I could hear my voice rise. I was crying now. âIâll come down!â
The door of my bedroom cracked open, and Stephanieâs concerned face appeared. âAre you okay?â she mouthed at me.
âIâm sure you donât want to spend time with a hothead,â he said, âso just forget it. And maybe you donât want to keep a cell phone from a hothead, so maybe I should just cancel your plan.â
âDad, no!â
He hung up. I threw the phone down on the bed and buried my burning, wet face in the comforter. I hated him, I hated him!
âDiana, what happened? What did he say?â Stephanie was next to my bed, and she put her hand on my shoulder. I was shaking. I just shook my head. I couldnât even put it into words.
I tried to think about last spring when Dad and I had gone parasailing, and weâd flown, attached to parachutes, high above the sound in the Outer Banks. Dad had taken my hand, and Iâd felt so very happy.
âDiana?â I heard Stephanieâs quiet voice and felt her soft hand rubbing my shoulder. âWhat did he say to make you cry?â
I sat up, wiped the tears from my cheeks. âIâm so mad. I feel like breaking this stupid phone he gave me. Why does this always happen with Dad?â
âI donât know,â Stephanie said.
âI told him I got suspended, and he just started yelling at me. He didnât even bother to ask me how my Christmas was. He said heâd been thinking aboutinviting me down to Florida for spring break but now just to forget it.â
âThat wasnât very nice.â
I lay down on the bed. Nobody could make me feel bad the way my dad could.
4
S TEPHANIE
I sat with Diana for a long time, until she stopped crying. I donât know how late it was when I finally went back to my room.
I pulled the covers up to my chin and curled up on my side, thinking. Is it bad for me to hate Dianaâs dad? Once before, I had comforted Diana, when we were at the ranch and Daddy had told her she couldnât ride. I sometimes could feel Dianaâs emotions like they were my own.
What a strange Christmas it had been, with Diana suspended and Matt in the hospital. And Dianaâs fight with her dad. I felt like I should be especially good to balance out everything else.
When I woke up, I had a stomachache. Daddy and Lynn had to go back to work today, so Diana and I were here alone. I decided Iâd get up and make waffles for us, even though I didnât really feel like eating them, and headed downstairs in my pjâs and got out the waffle maker.
While I was mixing the batter, Mama called.
âHey, sugar,â she said. âHow are you doing? I am so sorry we canât go shopping today the way I promised you.â
âThatâs okay.â I plugged in the waffle maker, then stirred the batter while squeezing the phone between my ear and my shoulder.
âTheyâre still waiting for Matt to wake up,â she said.
âThatâs awful,â I said. I told myself that nobody deserved to have such a terrible thing happen. What if he never woke up? I shuddered. I poured the batter onto the hot griddle and shut the waffle maker, watching as a puff of steam and a glob of the yellow batter popped out around the edge.
âBarry is just a mess,â Mama was saying, âpure and simple. I have to be the best wife to him that I can. I hope you understand that, sugar.â
âOh, I know,â I said. âWe can go another time.â
Dianaâs footfalls sounded on the stairs, and she wandered into the kitchen. She sat on a stool at the