through the makeshift airport. As her eyes adjusted to the darkness, she saw the hangar was more crowded than the tarmac had been when their plane first arrived. The absence of women was noticeable. They were probably kept at home.
Every man in the building stared at her white skin, her blue eyes. Some of them even whispered to her in a dialect she didnât understand, as she walked by. She told herself she was safe in the company of her colleagues, but her heart hopelessly thumped in her chest.
Lara kept her eyes fixed to the ground, making sure she followed Jack as closely as she could without touching him. Every now and then she turned around to check Ismael was behind her, and each time he comforted her with his smile. He was watching over her.
By the time they had crossed the shed and reached the front exit, she felt she had run a marathon. They were finally out in the open, and although it was hotter than in the terminal, there was a little air movement. She could breathe.
Jack turned to her. âSo? First impressions?â
âIâve never been to a place like this before.â
Sheâd never had to for work, and she guessed tourism was virtually non-existent here. Still, she felt bad sheâd spent thirty six years on earth, in a cocoon of consumerist comfort, without any real understanding of how most of the world lived. It was a feeling she hadnât expected: undeniable guilt.
He glanced at her casually from the corner of his eye. âWeâre all shocked by it at first. Itâs like war-torn countries. You see images in the papers and on TV. But only the people whoâve been there truly relate to it. Now you get to see it with your own eyes.â
He was spot on. There was no doubt about it, Jack was perceptive. She barely had to speak and he seemed to know what was going on in her mind. She wasnât used to that in a man. Tim wasnât like that. She had to explain things to him, sometimes over and over. It wasnât because he was stupidâfar from itâbut he had his own set views of the world. And, she suspected, he was capable of switching off when she spoke. Jack, on the other hand, kept his ears open and his eyes on her. As a matter of fact, sheâd never known anyone else like Jack. Not that sheâd been close to many men. Sheâd had only one boyfriend before Tim.
Ismael directed them to a brand new four-wheel drive. He climbed in the front with the driver and Lara found herself squeezed between Martin and Jack in the back, the dividing wall between their testosterone-fuelled, competing egos.
While Martin was at pains not to touch her, crossing his arms and legs to try to avoid it, Jack seemed to sprawl out comfortably. In all fairness, he was bigger than Martin, and if heâd squashed himself against the car door it probably wouldnât have made much difference. Still, he seemed awfully relaxed about it.
She smelled his cologne again, mixed with the muskiness of his skin, and this time didnât turn away. In fact, to be truthful to herself, she liked it, certainly much more than all the other smells sheâd been subjected to that morning.
âSorry, Lara,â Jack said finally, âitâs a bit squashed in here. At least we havenât far to go. Itâs just up the street.â
âItâs OK,â she answered, not wanting to make a fuss. The poor man wasnât intentionally pressing his thighs against hers. âMaybe we should have walked,â she said, quickly adding before he could object, âthen again, probably not in this heat.â
As the car navigated its way around the huge pot-holes in the dirt road, Lara peered through the dusty windows at the roaming skeletal goats, the piles of rubbish and the general desolation of the place. There were hardly any people in the street, just a young, tall, thin man moving across the sand with ease, his blue dwana swaying with his rhythmic steps. She found
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