another story,â Matisa says, appreciative-like. Itâs true: Kane took to riding horses like it was a memory heâd stored in his bones long ago and finally remembered.
I crane my neck to look at him. Dark eyes, new-shaved head, shirt open at the throat. He looks easy out here, natural. Like he was meant to be outside the fortification all his life. He catches me looking and holds my gaze. He puts his hand to his heart, pretending to adjust the leather pack on his back. Itâs a secret gesture:
You are here
, itâs saying.
My steps falter. I feel his maâs stare and snap my head forward.
âAh,â Matisa says, like Iâve explained everything.
ââAhâ nothing,â I say, keeping my face blank. I pick up my pace.
ââAhâ
everything
,â she says. âYou two will be field mice under an eagleâs watch.â
âWell, then,â I say, not meeting her eyes. âNeed to find a burrow.â
âWould you two mice know what to do with yourselves in a burrow?â She nudges me with her elbow.
âI have ideas,â I mutter.
Matisaâs laugh rings out clear through the woods.
Flames crackle bright and orange, casting long shadows on the trees at our backs. Kaneâs little brothers sit with their ma. Danielâs head lolls against Sister Violetâs shoulder, and Nico rubs his eyes, fighting sleep.
Across the fire, Kane sits next to Andre, who I think is busy describing the strange new birdcalls he heard today. Kaneâs only half listening; his eyes keep rising to linger on my face. I canât stop the smile that tugs at my lips.
His ma peers at me, so I busy myself with feeding the fire another stick, though itâs already roaring good.
Our bellies are full of venison stew and the tea Matisa preparedâthe remedyâand weâre all wrapped tight against the quick-cooling night. Our tents and bedrolls are tucked away in the trees, waiting for our tired bodies.
Beside me, Nishwa tilts his head, checking the tops of the trees, the sky.
âWhat are you looking for?â I ask him.
âThe clouds will clear soon,â he says.
I frown. Iâm about to ask how he could possibly know that when a sound rises up from beyond the trees. Shrill. Keening. Like a lost and terrified child. The hair on the back of my neck stands.
The chatter around the fire stops abrupt.
âSacrament,â
swears Frère Andre.
Kane is on his feet in a heartbeat, hand flying to his knife.
Matisa raises a hand. âPlease, sit,â she says, calm.
I throw a look to Isi and Nishwa, who havenât moved a muscle, despite the ghost-cry.
â
Mescacâkan
,â Matisa says. Our faces must be comical-blank, because she grins. âLike a wolf, but smaller.â
An animalâone that doesnât make its home near the settlement.
âIs it dangerous?â Sister Violet asks.
âThey are not.â Matisa smiles. âBut their song is strange to the new ear.â
We listen, and more voices join. Sharp and shrill, coming, it seems, from every direction, all around us. And, true to Matisaâs words, as the cries blend and weave they become a kind of song. Sorrowful, beautiful. I can feel my face matching the othersâ as we stare around at each other, wide-eyed. Daniel is rapt. Nicoâs brow is furrowed, but a small smile pulls at his mouth.
We sit still as ice, listening.
âThe stars,â Nishwa says, nodding his head heavenward.
I look up, and my breath stops.
Out here, away from the glare of the burn baskets in the fortification courtyard, more stars than I ever thought possible stream across the dark sky above us. So many stars. Dancing apart and crowding together. Large streaks of white; smears of frost upon a dark wood. Glowing, glimmering. Like theyâre alive.
Soeur Manon used to describe the night sky as though the Almighty himself had sprinkled bits of silver upon a