I need to clear up here. If Rob agrees to having Rusty and meâ¦â
âOf course heâll agree. Iâm the owner.â
âHeâs the manager. Iâll phone and check,â she said, with a touch of reproof. âAnd Iâm paying. Letâs make this formal.â
âYou will not pay.â
âIâll pay or I wonât come,â she said with asperity. âAnd donât look at me like that. Iâve spent almost nothing in six months, and Iâm tired of charity. I know that sounds ungrateful,â she said, suddenly rueful, âbut there it is. Iâll phone him, Iâll lock up and Iâll come down later this afternoon.â
He was being dismissed?
âCan I help clean up?â
âNo,â she said. âThank you, Dr. Hunter.â
âJake,â he growled. âAnd donât be pig-headed. I will help you.â
âJake, she said, but still with a touch of formality. âAnd pig-headed or not, Iâd like to clean up by myself.â
And suddenly he could see her hidden agenda. He could take offence at her knocking back his helpâor he could understand.
This place was filled with six monthsâ memories. She needed to say goodbye on her own terms.
She might well cry again. The thought was bad but he suspected she needed to, and she certainly had the right.
How could he ever have thought her frumpy? How could he ever have thought she was uninteresting?
He gazed down into her troubled face and he thought suddenly, Iâd like to hold her again. And then he thoughtâ¦Iâd really like to kiss her. It wasnât sympathy now. She had so many levels. She was such a womanâ¦
He couldnât kiss her. Of course he couldnât; sheâd run a mile and the thought was totally illogical.
And besides, he thought, trying hard for logical, she was too dirty, too tear-stained, too not the sort of woman he kissed .
But as she turned away, as she knelt to start filling boxes, he looked down at her, in her tight, faded jeans clinging to her neat figure like a second skin, at her torn T-shirt, at the way a curl was wisping down the nape of her neckâ¦and he was aware of a sharp stab of missed opportunity.
What would she be like to kiss?
He didnât know, and he had no business thinking about finding out. He formed relationships with women who knew the rulesâindependent women who wanted nothing but a lighthearted relationship which went nowhere.
Would Tori understand those rules? He knew she wouldnât, and there was no way he was risking giving pain.
So he wanted to kiss her but he couldnât. She didnât even want his help cleaning this houseâand he had to respect her wishes.
âIâll see you down at the lodge,â he said, more harshly than he intended. âBefore dinner?â
âSee you then,â she said without looking up. âThank you, again, Jake.â
So that was that. He turned and left, leaving Tori shoving welfare clothes into welfare boxes. Packing up life as she knew itâand moving on.
While a little dog watched Jakeâs car until it disappeared from view.
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The place was a mess. She gazed around the house and thought she couldnât just walk out. It wasnât fair.
She should have let Jake help, and maybe if it hadnât been Jake she would have. But then Jake wasnât anyone else. Theman had her thoroughly off balance. The equilibrium sheâd striven so hard to reach had been tossed off course by the death of one little koalaâand then by the way sheâd reacted to Jake.
For this was more than grief.
Barb said she had to move on. Her head told her she couldnât, but her body was telling her it was more than time.
So sheâd thought he was lovely and sheâd sobbed all over him. What a turn-on. She headed into the bathroom to fetch her toiletries. Despite what sheâd told Jake there was a mirror there, and