his innocence. But were the police?
Maybe Hans wasnât a suspect. Maybe the police simply thought he had some valuable information that hadnât even occurred to him earlier. I didnât quite buy that explanation, though. The detectivesâ demeanor had suggested that Hans was indeed a suspect, which was ridiculous.
Or was it?
I pushed that flicker of doubt aside, but it continued to tickle at my mind, working its way back into my thoughts slowly but surely. How much did I really know about Hans? Heâd only started conducting the Point Grey Philharmonic three months ago, and last night was the first time weâd spent any real time alone together. What if he did have a reason to kill Jeremy?
Turning over and tugging at my blankets, I told myself that I was crazy to doubt Hans even for a second. He wasnât a murderer. He couldnât be.
Maybe everything would make more sense in the morning. Iâd get in touch with Hans and heâd tell me that everything was fine, that the police had no more interest in him. At least, I hoped that was the way it would play out.
Holding onto that hope, I finally managed to drift off into a fitful sleep in the early hours of the morning. But even what sleep I did manage to get was troubled by restless, disturbing dreams, filled with shadowy dangers and a sense of being hunted. When I woke just after six-Âthirty, I didnât bother trying to get back to sleep. Throwing aside my blankets, I headed straight for the shower, hoping that the soothing, hot water would help to clear and calm my mind.
It didnât.
After dressing and eating a banana, I sent a text message to Hans.
Are you ok? How did things go?
I stared at my phone, hoping for an immediate reply. None came.
On edge, I worked away at cleaning my kitchen, putting away the dishes Iâd left in the drying rack and washing the countertops.
Hans still hadnât replied.
I moved on to the bathroom, scrubbing all the surfaces until they shined.
Still no reply.
I couldnât stand it any longer. I was anxious and wound up, my nerves taut and strained like the hairs of a violin bow tightened too far. When I took a second to really think, I realized that the whole thing with Hans wasnât all that bothered me. I didnât like how Iâd left things with JT. I didnât want to hear any more of his opinions about my relationship with Hans, but I also didnât want anything putting a strain on our friendship. It was far too important to me.
I picked up my phoneâÂstill without any messages from HansâÂand sent a quick text to JT.
Sorry about yesterday. Can I come over?
This time I didnât have to wait long for a response. JT texted me back less than a minute later.
Iâm sorry too. Come on over.
I smiled with relief, some of the tension easing out of my body. I gathered up everything I would need for the day, including my violin, and set off for JTâs place. A quarter of an hour later, I arrived at his house and entered through the front door. This time, JT and Finnegan met me in the front hall.
After my customary hug fest with Finnegan, I stood up, leaving my violin case on the floor by my feet. JT gave me a lopsided grin that warmed my heart and eased away even more of my tension.
âWhy donât we forget about yesterday?â he said.
I smiled back at him, feeling the best I had since the police had shown up on Hansâs doorstep. âSounds good to me.â
He nodded toward the back door. âItâs nice and sunny out. Finn and I were thinking of hanging out in the backyard for a while.â
I looked at Finnegan and he wagged his fluffy tail, giving me his biggest doggie grin. I patted him on the head and picked up my violin. âIâll join you guys in a second.â
I went into my studio and dropped off my shoulder bag and instrument. I checked my phone before slipping it into the pocket of my jeans. I hadnât
Jess Bentley, Natasha Wessex