clumped and tangled the way it always was first thing in the morning. But he looked different. His shoulders were hunched. His eyes were too bright.
âHey,â he said, climbing in on Bethâs side. âHey, you guys.â The truck had a wide cab, but not wide enough for four. I was squashed between Jamie and Kit, their shoulders pressing hard against me.
I grabbed his arm and held it. âAre you okay? Jamie? What happened?â
He didnât look at me. âIâm okay.â
âBut what did they do to you? Were you in a cell?â
He frowned, staring through the windshield.
âWhat is it?â I tried to get him to look at me, but he wouldnât.
âNothing. I just ⦠Iâm just tired. I didnât get much sleep.â
âBut did theyââ
âI donât want to talk about it, okay?â
I watched his face. âOkay.â
He was quiet for a minute. He kept glancing at Beth, and the tight, worried look on his face suddenly shifted. I could see him trying to shake off the strangeness that had settled over him, trying to force his old self back into place. He arched his back a little, stretching, and said to Beth, âYou ever give this many people a ride before?â
âNo,â Beth said. âItâs pretty tight.â
âThis will make more room.â Jamie lifted one arm and settled it along the seat behind Bethâs shoulders.
Beth looked at him but didnât say anything.
I couldnât believe it. For a minute I thought I was wrong. But no, the expression on his face, the way his hand dangled close to her arm. What was she, twenty years older than he was? And hadnât he just been arrested for murder? Or whatever it was theyâd done with him? But here he was, hitting on a woman almost our motherâs age. I dug my elbow into his side.
âOw! Hey! Whatâd you do that for?â he gasped.
âSorry,â I mumbled. âI was just trying to make more room.â Next to me, I heard Kit stifle a laugh.
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When we got back to Bethâs, she drifted away from us, preoccupied. âI have to work,â she said. âHelp yourselves to whatever you need.â
She twisted her hair into a thick rope and wound it against the back of her head. Then she stuck a pen through it, holding it in place.
âHowâd you do that?â Jamie asked, watching her.
âLots of practice.â
He smiled at her. âYou have great hair.â
Bethâs brow twitched and she looked at him curiously. âThanks.â
âJamie,â I said, trying to get his attention. âWe should call Dad.â
He hesitated. âYeah. Maybe you could do it? Tell him we probably wonât get there tonight.â
I went back to the bedroom, and as soon as I opened the door, the dogs came pouring out, snuffling and whining. They raced toward the living room, and I heard Beth yell at them. I sat on the edge of the bed, dialing my dadâs work number. He wouldnât be in his office; he almost never was. He was a sales rep for an insurance company, and he spent half his time on the road.
I listened to the four short beeps of his answering machine, then the impersonal friendliness of his work voice: âThis is Bob Martinez. Iâm away from my desk right now, but leave me a message and Iâll return your call as soon as possible.â
I took a deep breath. âDad? Itâs me, Lucy. Weâre calling from New Mexico, some place outside Albuquerque. Weâ¦â I tried to think how to say it. âWe had kind of an accident, you know, with the car. Nobodyâs hurtââ I took another breath. âWell, weâre not hurt, but we think we hit somebody, a girl, and sheâsââ I scrunched the hem of my T-shirt and pressed it against my stomach. âWe donât really know what happened. It was raining so hard, we couldnât see.