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    I gently apply salve to her burned skin. I rub lotion into her sore m uscles as I tell myself that I’ m just c aring for my property. It’s not about emotions. I t’s just taking care of your investment. But that doesn’t change a damned thing. I still love the way her silky ski n slides beneath my fing er tips and palms. I love the sounds of pleasure spilling from her parted lips. Hell, it has me panting right along with her. I should be angry as hell, not ready to make love to her- to reconnect.
    I part her thighs. I worry that he was too rough with her. She’ s small and I’ve torn her a few times myself. Her bare lips are red and raw. I slowly part them and hiss. She’ s rubbed raw and I notice a little blood on her.
“What happened?” I try to mask my worry, but a ting e slips passed.
“I didn’t want him on me. I scrubbed myself clean. I knew you wouldn’t touch me if he was still on my skin.” Her shame slams into me and I almost fall off the bed.
“AH!” Give me the strength to get through this shit. I rub my face trying to think how to fix th is. She’ s acting like a victim and she is. She’s a victim of her own self-loathing .
    I reach over to the nightstand and grab a bottle of lubricant. It’s the only thing I can think of to moisturize her area without hurting her. I pour a large amount on my fingers and slowly smooth it over her abused skin. She whimpers from the pain and squirms from the pleasure. I slide on e finger inside of her checking for tears. She’ s okay inside. That worries me more- all the damage she sustained is self-inflicted.
“This body i s mine. Do you understand, p et ?” I say low. I don’t raise my voice in anger. I get quie ter.
“Yes, Master, this body is yours.” She sounds sure and trusting.
“Good. It’s mine. You will take good care of it for me , ” I warn.
I can’t help myself seeing her spread out for me in pain. I bend down and suckle her clit with my lips. I lick over it and moan from the taste. Her body is mine and I want it to feel pleasure. I won’t use her tonight. It would be cruel to the both of us. W e’ re used to making love or playing. Sex with your submissive is about the M aster’s needs. Right now my need is to have her come against my mouth.
I use a finger tip to pull the hood off her clit and press my tongue directly on the swollen nub. I swirl in circles as I add a finger inside of her. I allow her to moan and move with me. To night has been difficult enough. I’m not going to train her on the proper way to respond to your M a ster’s ministrations.
My inner- caveman howls in victory as she climaxes. We’ve waited all night to mark her as our own, to show her no one can give her the pleasure that we can. She moans my name a few times, but I allow it because I love the sound as much as I love the sound of her name from my lips. Starting tomorrow I will have no name other than Master or Sir .
    As her aftershocks wane I stand up and tuck the covers around her. I stare down at her as her big , brown eyes gaze back filled with trust. Good, that’s a start.
    “When you get up in the morning I will have a list you must follow. It will contain everything from what you’re to eat to what chores you ha ve to do after work. While you’ re at work you will mind Katya. The list will also tell you what to eat for lunch. I’ve always hated how y ou treat your body. Thin doesn’ t equate a good person or even attractiveness. You will gain weight and exercise. Tobias will help you with this. D o not disappoint me again, Monica , ” I threaten.
    I close my eyes shearing up my will. I come to a conclusion, just do the opposite of what I really want to do. I want to make love to her , so I don’t. I want to crawl in to bed with her and hold her all night, so I walk away and sleep alone.
    “This body is mine,” I say a s I run a hand down the length of her body through the blankets. “Take care of it for me.”
“This mind